Please Bad Luck; go away

Lately i've been having a lot of bad luck. everywhere and everything. why. it's so bad and it just keeps getting worst. i feel like crying. oh save me ><

-Gia was suppose to say yes to a date with me; but ended up being a no; and then never talking to me

-Noone picks me up to go to Khangs and was stuck at home

-Bird Almost poops on me

-I can't win any games at the Carnival

-wasted almost 40 dollars and won nothing

-Bird Poops on me

-Consantly Spraneing Ankel

-constant Wrist Pain

-Constant Neck Pain

-can't even win a watergun carnival game with cheating (loss to an old lady)

-Boat Ride stops working half way

-can't go on Warped Tour with Michelle

-First time Dropping my Cell phone after multiple Saves

-can't get a job because of my left arm

-Finding out my Grandpa might have Lung Cancer and could die

whyy...please i love him to much ><

Bad Luck Please go Away...

and there are so many more incidents these are the only ones i could remember.

Dreams-

I Woke up one night in the past week; and i just thought about my grandpa and how he could be gone soon and i can't deal with that because he means to much to me

I also had a dream about my old elementry school friend Niki and i was going to see her or something; i hope i don't see her. because if i do...my grandpa-

i also had a dream about my eyes turning red and being able to see amazing shit like a persons life level or someting like how there feelings and how long before there next injury and severioty of the injury; but this seems unlikely so i just hope i don't see Niki

The Little Boy Who Fell in Love

Chapter 1

Here Stands Love 

Here lives a boy, a little boy. Who was raised to the age of 7 by his parents, Then his parents suddenly vanished. He was left in the care of his Nanny and Uncle. His parents taught him how to play the piano, he was a young prodigy. His Nanny was one of the nicest people in the world, she loved and she cared, the boy was like a son to her. His Uncle was a busy man, and was financially ready, he first started coming to the little boys house when he was 6 because he fell in love with the Nanny. When the boy's parents vanished the Uncle took care of him and as time went by the Nanny and the Uncle fell in love with each other. The Little Boy watched as his nanny and his uncle danced in the living room at night. Every step was so graceful and so wonderful. The soft calm music echoed in the background, the sound quality was a tad scratchy. but that didn't matter because everystep was so beautiful and the night went by as if every minute was just a tiny step followed by another step. The Nanny's head placed gently on The Uncle's shoulder. and as the vinyl reached the outter peek the music slowly came to a stop. Their arms stretched out and they were as far away as can be from each other, but their hands still clutching one anothers. Then the Nanny leaned in forward and the uncle followed her like a reflection and there lips touched. Her arms slowly wrapped around his neck while standing on her tippy toes and his arms slowly were placed on her hips and this what the little boy called Love.

Chapter 2

The Snowball

The little boy had no friends. He sat their at the window, staring, searching and seeking answers.  What was his purpose? What did he need or have to do? It was snowing, the white flakes fell on the window plane. People walked around the block, none waved or said hi to the little boy in the townhouse window. They walked and walked, everyone had there mind set. A pupose or idea they must follow to go where they must. hours went by and still it snowed and still people walked by. The little boy sat and still stared and wondered, no answeres poped up. when all of a sudden something startled the boy! he shreiked in terror! a big blob of snow hit his window, unlike the others this blob was the size of his hand. This did not come from the sky, like the others! The blob slowly slid off the window and their in the blur of the leftover snow that was still on the window. A girl, a girl who looked about his age! she stood there giggling as she covered her mouth. Then she waved at him and ran off. He was so shocked all this happen so fast, by the time he waved at the girl she was already out of his sight. She had a purple bag and long beautiful black hair. Little blue ear muffs to cover her ears and a big puffy baby blue jacket. For the next few days the boy sat their and waited and waited, for the girl to come back. 2 days have pasted since she had thrown a snowball at his window. But he continued to stare and wait, then the girl she looked exactly the same walked by. She waved at him and this time he waved back. She went to his door and dropped a letter through the mail drop and ran away.

Chapter 3

Letters

The little boy opened up the letter. it wrote "hello my name is Lily, why do you look so lonely and sad? do you want to come outside and play in the snow with me? If you do then come outside and wait for me, i walk past your house when i come home from school." the boys lighted up like flares. He couldn't wait this could be his first friend! He then wrote a letter back to her. He put her letter in a tiny journal, it made him so happy, espically because the letter had this fragrence he could not describe. It was amazing and it gave his heart joy. That night during dinner he asked his Nanny if he could go outside to play in the snow. She said of course just remember to wear a jacket and bundle up. He couldn't sleep that night. He ran thoughts and prediction of the following day all night. Then morning came and he was ready to see her. He realized many hours needed to go by before she came by. He waited and waited always peeking at the clock. the clock finally hit 3 o' clok and he ran outside all ready a letter in his hands. he looked down the street and he saw a girl walking towards him. She was still really far. but then she noticed who it was and ran down the block. She saw the little boy and gave him a hug. The boy said hi Lily and she smiled. He gave her the letter and she put it in her purple purse. They played in the snow making angels and forts. She pulled out of her purse some string and made them both these little bracelets. She put a bead between the bracelets and tied around his arm. He helped tie hers around her arm too. This was the best day of the little boys life. Then the sky turned orange and it started to get dark. The little girl said sorry i have to go and she looked at him in the eyes. she gave him a little kiss on the cheek and ran off. Her armoa from her hair splashed in his face as his eyes started blankly in the horizon. His face was camoflogeing with the sky itself. He looked over and the girl was gone.

Chapter 4

Forever i'll Wait

The Girl never came back. Days and months went by and no sign of Lily. He waited and waited. Never has a snowball hit his window. nor has a letter arrived. The sidewalk remained of only strangers walking by. He stared at the bracelet she gave him. He played a song on the Piano dedicated just to her. The song was called "Mystline." As every day flew by he felt more and more purposeless and lonely. he sat at the window watching and waiting but nothing happened. One Morning he came downstairs and he found a letter on the floor of the door mat. he opened it up and the aroma of her beauty flushed in revidelising his memory of her. The letter read "I'm sorry i haven't came by. I've been busy moving. I won't be around anymore, i'm sorry. That one day we played together was the best day ever. I hope one day we see each other again, i'll come back to visit soon. Hopefully. I Don't know where i'm moving except that it's really far. If we ever see each other again we'll know because we still have our bracelets, i'll wear it forever." He vowed to wear his forever too. And Forever will be how long he will wait for her, forever and ever.

Chapter 5

Life Continues;

It's been a whole year now, still no show. He gave up and moved on. HE never forgot about her but he did continue living. He went to school and school was so much fun for him. He got friends and it was the joy of his life. He excelled in class and was highly intellegent. 3 years went by. He was 10 now, and he's basicaly forgtten all about Lily. Except when he looks down at his bracelet, and opens the notebook too find 2 letters from her. He will always remember her Aroma, that breathe taking one. It was mid May and he came to school, greeting his best friend and sitting down. Relaxed and awating a normal day to happen. The teacher walks in and says Class i have an announcement to make! we have a new student today! a young girl walks in through the door and waves and says hi to the class. Her name was Isabella. This is where i the Narrator retires. Kyle picks up the story in his eyes. She had brown hair curley at the ends, it was lucious and beautful. She sat at the desk to me and turned to me waved and smile. She greeted me and i waved back telling her my name. Class went by and all i could do all class was glance over at her. at the end of the day i looked over and she caught me, all day i've been sneaky but this time she caught me. She looked at me and smiled and giggled. Then she asked me if i wanted to walk her home. I immeditly agreed and we headed out the door together. Steping out of the school and i followed her as she guided me. we reached this neighboorhood a few blocks away from mine, she gave me a hug and walked inside. i walked home recalling our conversation. We talked about where she came from and how she was enjoying it here. I think it was a pretty good conversation. i walkd home happy and i slept happily too. I haven't felt these feelings since Lily and that was years ago. i Missed it so.

Chapter 6

Love

I went back to school next day and i sat their in my desk waiting for that special person to walk in. She walked in and it was as if my mind saw her as a model and the fan was blowing. Her jacket over her shoulder and her eyes glistered as she approached me. All school we wrote little notes to each other. Then i got this note all special and pink. As soon as she tossed it to me she turned red and looked the other way. I opened it and it said Kyle i wish you were my boyfriend <3. I turned red and the teacher called us and the class turned around. Both of us blushing she asked was their something we wanted to share with the class and both of us said no. I wrote back to her i wish she was my girlfriend too. and i guess from that moment on both our wishes came true. We liked to sit next to each other and hold hands. We liked to hug each other for long periods of time. it was the best i walkd her home from school everyday and this went on for a long time. One saturday i took her to the movie and yes i bought her the large popcorn. Nothing could be as perfect. That night i walked her home and she gave me a kiss on the lips. my heart bursted and it was amazing. I walked home as giddy as can be and as i reached my steps i saw someone sitting their. It didn't look like Nanny or Uncle. It was a Girl sitting at my steps i couldn't see her face becasue she was looking down. On her shoulder was a purple tote bag. I was closer now and she looked up at me. and she put her head on want palm of her hand and the other one waved at me. and on her wrist was a bracelet matching the exact one on my wrist.

I have always felt like

I have always felt like an outcast like i didnt belong like i wasnt wanted i feel like my closest friends hate me and i dont belong now my family

I am trapped i wish

I am trapped i wish someone could rescue me from this new deathhole house they call home its a facist system here my dreams will die in here

lol its been so long

lol its been so long since i had this much fun! got kicked out of the mall snuck into the movie cause mayem in the theater parade around the mall

Dream Products

Most are Purple and Yellow because it stands out and its so sexy

Dream Ipod

Dream Headphones

Dream DS

Dream Iphone

Dream PSP

I Gots New House

I got a new Youtube Videoooo

http://www.youtube.com/user/BlurpleBlender

Life has really turned around,

i have a wonderful, perfect girlfriend

and i'm not blogging to tell someone indirectly how i feel

i'm more blogging this one, just to type

So i went to my new house to shower today

because my house right now has no hot water

and the house is finally done

they just need to add some finishing touches

and clean it up!

it's absolutely wonderful

everything is so nice and beautiful

i can't wait for all my friends to come over and experince it!!

ths summer will be so much fun! :D

i also saw one of the foxes today ^^

they look kinda ugly, there like orange pink naked looking lol

My Summer Dream Day:

wake up to some nice music

get up late

shower, brush my teeth

go jump in to the pool

come back to some CABLE TV

nap on my futon

eat lunch

do whatever i want

eat dinner

walk around and chill out in my lawn

and then talk on the phone with the GF

and sleep 

dream a wonderful dream involving a horse walrus

wake up and repeat :D

~i can't wait

We'll have bonfires in my huge ass lawn :D

like i have park in my backyard and a pool :}

i would love for everyone to enjoy it

even if they hate me,

lol noone should feel lonelyness and rejection from the group

I ALSO HAVE THIS TINY CREEK :D

I hate when my family automatically assume that i dislocated/ recieved surgery becasue of break dancing...sorry bboys; more people hate you :[

So i have a beautiful girlfriend named Autumn now!

shes wonderful

her personality suits me well

her family owns Bangkok 54, this can't be a quinkydink

I started video blogging again

and i have a feeling my last video was good

at least i hope,

When summer comes i want to dance again

hip-hop and some bboy

i wanna be like bboy Born and be a footwork master

and beat rider~

i wanna dance with the BoogieBots every Thursday

i hope when Junior year comes around i'l be very good

During the summer i want to get better at playing the guitar

During the summer i want to be famous on Youtube

During the summer i want to get a job

and buy lots of new clothes,shoes and .etc

i wanna look fresh

and i'll have smexy hair ;]

i hope to be amazing and have all my dreams come true by the end of summer~