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Taken for Granted

I think that one day everyone in the world should lose something they take for granted. I mean not something like the women/man you love. or a family member. I mean your eye sight. your abillity to breathe normally. the abillity to hear. because i bet the people who can't hear or see appreciate that they can still do everything else.

Everyone loses friends. & family, & other belongings.

but what do you do once there gone?

a.) Fight for it

b.) Move on

Why do people (hate)

~envy/jelousy

People hate because they don't love enough

Love the small things

small things are the building blocks to the big

and the big are the everything

why cant we love the pointless small things we have

just like the poor children for the blind and deaf in africa

why cant we be little kids again

&enjoy everything

to make fun out of everything

do we fail because our goals dont intertwine anymore

intentions are tangled up 

why do we talk so big about what we should and want to do

but when it comes to the moment of truth

we lose sight of what we want to do

i'm to blame

but i'm not the only one

~before~

"ah everyones moving next year"

"we should enjoy the time we have together"

~"after"

"this is pointless"

"this is stupid"

sometimes i feel like i should be more religious

"Da na si da nah ah si da ounya maen a si"

*thank him thank the lord*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mFfgGzBqCU

listen to the story in the begg of this video

Best Day Ever Feat. Samantha :D

SOOOOO yesterday 

HI WORLD. lol

anyways -.- we got out of school at like 12:30

I GOT OUT AT 12 8D

DAMN SAMANTHAR LOL

anyways Vincent and I picked up samantha at her house soon after departing from the skool

no, school. D:

they had to stuff my wheelchair in the car, but figures that we didn't need it D:

lawl

anyways so we had such a long ass drive to Blacksburg

we got here at 5:30

on the car ride:

lots of sleeping while hearing (at first) mainstream songs playing over and over.

then weezer slithered into my ear and sang to me :D

I YELLED COW AND HORSE FOR EVERY COW AND HORSE I SAW :D

I SAW A TON MORE WHILE YOU WERE WATCHING ONE TREE HILL. & i was the first too (:

fml.

THEN I SAW A COW MEETING :D LOL

i saw a cow lagging behind.

anyways when we got to the hotel i SHOWERED

I STRETCHED MY RIGHT CORNEA? no, leg.

and pounced on the lovely white sheets covering the MORE COMFY BED THEN FLOOR.

i was still showering :D

then i did my hair and we DEPARTED FOR

AASU SPRING CONCERT

but we had to return since both jansen's mom & vincent forgot their camera ):

I HAD TO RUN BACK UP AND GET IT (i got a cookie on the way :D)

then we headed for VTECH !

we got inside and had to find the haymark theater

which was behind some ballroom thing going on

we followed the asians :D that were dressed all "street-like" 

opposed to the fancy white dressed up people

so we got inside and took our seats surrounded by lots of college kiddds

we had to wait an extra 20 minutes for the show to start D;

birthday girl of the night: *stands up with a green heart* "EXCUSE ME. Does anyone have a heart?"

rude guy behind us: *loudly, scary, & obnoxious-like* "NO." 

rude guy talked all show it was pretty funny but dickish XD

the opening act was this guy named Phillip he was BADASS :D

videos of him our on my facebook :D

some girl started to clap and messed him up on his second song ):

and he looked at his script thingy and it was pretty cool because he jumps back in to song

like all suave and rapidly into the right mood

priceless.

then intermission until passion came on

the guy named Dave tried to stall then phillip came back on

and someone said to sing a joke xD

he soon left ;[

and then this audience girl jumped on stage and told 2 jokes

one about grapes and wine

the 2nd was:

scenario for guys picking up girls

she pointed her finger at a girl and motion with her pointer finger to come over

the other girl then went to her.

and she said "I just made you come with one finger. Now imagine what I can do with more."

lawl

SO PASSION CAME ON STAGE

omg i was so excited

his opening song which will be on facebook shortly

was super amazing

he good. the first song was a cover: London, Tokyo by Lupe Fiasco

kick ass.

he played a lot of songs later like:

Desperatly

Mrs. Intuition

Oh Vienna (my 2nd favorite)

Well Done

Listen (my now 3rd favorite song)

Lemonade (MY SUPER FavoRITE)

AND THEN boogie bots came on

and did lots of DANCING :D

which was really bad ass

I got both of Passion's CDs

and we all got a Boogie Bots Shirt

and now were going to the dance workshop ;]

more later

My Perfect Girlfriend

So i think i found my perfect criteria in a girl :D

Lydia Paek :]

she's from Box Cuttuhz (ABDC)

idk she has such nice clothing style

and i think its so cute when girls wear big nerdy glasses

and her beautiful hair :D (number one attraction)

idk she rocks hats those like puffy ones

but i dont like her eyes but everything else is so amazing :D

and she can also SING omg so nicee

i dont care for this much in a girl but its such a bonus IF THEY DANCE

ahhhhh

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wA_WLpyY9_o&feature=PlayList&p=2C484D4BA51479A7&index=3

&

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1foE1ijlOeI&feature=PlayList&p=2C484D4BA51479A7&index=4

kekekeke

-hair-clothes-singing-dancing-:D

i love how people are no seeing it my way,
i read my words in different lips
amusing

Title to a Blog

Samantha's leg is injured
she can't play softball
Welcome to the Club
it sucks right
and all i can tell you is not to be like me
Patience is the best cure
Something i lack=
if you ever want to play softball then wait
don't be a sad kid like me
who believes he can do everything & anything.

&I'll try my best to always help you and make sure you heal properly

So lately don't feel very close to my friends
and thats just my fault
for one i don't try to fix it
two i kinda don't want to fix it because i would have to go through this again & again
three i guess i play the game of life bad
for now i feel my only friends are my pokemon in Red Version
and thats kind of sad-
(Rufus, Magic-Jon, Flocks, Boogie, Hams)
saddest birthday ever.



I wish i could help make Samantha's dream/image of us being together come true
but most of them just dis-like me
and i need to catch up to earvin who's been walking solo for awhile
btw Calvin didn't mean to lie to you on saturday; i wasnt going to come
but idk Samantha casted her "Samantha Magic"

Sorry Amy i fail you-

Forget Secrets - Thanks Passion

saving a life-
Passion you've saved my life so many times
but we don't even know each other
and sometimes your words are the little pieces i need

no point hiding it-
i'm going to start acting
and auditioning out of school
first excitement

Recently i hated the people close to me
maybe hates not the right word
dislike-
i've been ignoring you (as a group)
going on my little guitar adventures
skipping lunch
mostly because i'm tired of being treated differently
To be called out on
to be the group idiot
to be the only one whos so immature when clearly everyone around you are just as bad
then this is followed by a come back like: Right Time, there not as bad, and blahblahblah
but when is it a right time when everyones so moody
who judges everything, where is the lord of the lands
he can banish me just like Earvin
and it's just not fair
but lifes not fair
Democracy doesn't exist in our daily life
biased much,
thanks for nothing&everything
btw Calvin i'm happy

Vickie, Jim, Tyler & Jared you made me feel better a lot

One Day i shall Fly

One day i shall play Guitar like Passion
and i will save thousands

My Theater buddies;
idk there so funny
it's like i fit perfectly with them
Eric, Suliaman, & Devin you guys are bad ass
i thought Lonnie hated me but shes cool XD
Katies pretty cool too :D she plays a sick PEahhNO
Sam, Erika and I have gotten close recently
&thanks to Melindi, she put a smile on me today
idk how she knew my name O.o i didn't even know hers
-Bubbles

Dance is seeping from my skin

We shouldnt be sad or down-
at least try not to
lets take life and live it to the full extent
Eaaagglleeee.
As if tomorrow was the end of the world
learn and embrace-

expression beats in my heart
while the music flows in my vein

and then everything is all better

Love in the air
smells like that one thing we wanted during our cold winter

Jansen What did you do today that was so great?

-I did 3 shows for Rock Star Day in theater
-I sang and dance in the lunch line with Patu :D
-I tried to brighten the spirit of those around me
-I was exciting during Rehersals
-I danced with Jim
not just danced i painted the world with my feet and my hands
my body was the brush
and the floor was my canvas

and for once in months my flag was Dance

Music pumped
my body jumped

for an hour of my life it's as if
stress and pain was gone
no drugs
no alcohol
just me myself and I

i was in a trance
that was inspired by the things that make me, me
the things we care most about

and wah lah! on the school tiles i saw Mona Lisa
and she said to me "Well Done"
and i fell to the ground
Right foot in my arm pit and
on the floor was no longer the beat of the music
but my lungs catching up with my heart

Mr. Heart said to Mr. Lungs "You better Ketchup"
hahaha :]

Tomorrow will be Beautiful; if you say so
Playing:

Taking Me High - Withard & Juve

Quest Won

little late but yay Quest Won
i love Quest can't wait to get the shirt :]

anyways yesterday was Dare Day
the long awaken event
that went through drama doubts and blah blah

Sadly many people dropped out
and at the last minute a few people couldn't make it
but the people that went it was interesting and fun
Security Guards got in the way :[
but we worked around it
after Dare Day we went to Old Town to give cake and whatnot to
Samantha because her birthday is today and stuff

So then i went home and what not
and i was suppose to go back to samantha's house later that night
but they didn't know if they were going to sleep yet or whatever
and when i got there they were knocked out ...lawl
strangely when walking to Earvin's house i find Lance
wtf? lol
and spend the rest of the night wandering with him and
then meet up with Thuy Tucker and Samantha Hay
and it was just a overall weird night lol

The fight of the conscience and the instinct/will/urge/and want
conscience says no don't not yet
but it IWUW says do it you got nothing to lose
but what do i do-
now the mind is like in the middle of a tug of war
do i be risky
or do i be safe
better safe then sorry
life's about risk
sighh
options choices
blahhhhh
lot's of people say follow your instincts
but i also know my conscience is trying to be logical
rah

Lyrics & Music

"You hear the music fill the air, i'll put a flower in your hair" Lucky; Jason Mraz

"Every time i see the look in your eyes i feel theres something down from the skies" My Soldier Remix; Jaz Sarmiento

"Everytime you scream at me, i wanna kiss you" When Your Mad; Ne-Yo

"Like a Tall Glass of Lemonade, when it's burning hot on summer days-
Let me tell you what she means to me, Kinda like the feeling after your first kiss but except that everyday she makes me feel like this" Lemonade; Passion

"1,2 step, 1,2 step now with the music moving to fast, grab my hand a little tighter don't be afraid to move a little closer" Yo (Excuse Me Miss); Chris Brown

"See I've never been a fan of long distance relationships
Mainly cuz some people say it just won't work out
But baby let's break the myth, proving that we're strong enough" Oh Vienna; Passion

"We like our fun and we never fight, you can dance and stay up tight, it's super natural delight" - Dancing in the Moonlight - Toploader

"All you gotta do is watch me, look at what i can do with my feet, baby feel the beat inside" Forever; Chris Brown

"Trying to find the magic, trying to write a classic
waste bin full of paper, clever rhymes see you later " These Words - Natasha Bedingfield

"I'm taking a moment just imagining that i'm dancing with you" Butterfly - Jason Mraz

"Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable" Sunday Mornings - Maroon 5

"Chickity China the Chinese chicken
You have a drumstick and your brain stops tickin'
Watchin' X-Files with no lights on" One Week - Barenaked Ladies

"Sit tight, I'm gonna need you to keep time, come on just snap snap snap your fingers for me.
Good good, now we're making some progress come on just tap tap tap your toes to the beat" The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage - Panic! At the Disco

"when i'm feeling lonely sad as When I'm feeling lonely
Sad as I can be
All by myself on an uncharted island
in an endless sea
What makes me happy
fills me up with glee
those bones in my JAW!
that don't have a flaw" Shiney Teeth and Me - Chip Skylark

The Girl to Boy Effect

One Tree Hill Theory yet again
Girls change Boys
that's the theory
In One Tree Hill:
Nathan use to be the bad ass of Tree Hill High and then he meet Haily and she turned him in to a polite nice guy.
Felix use to be the new kid the pimp and the Ladies man now he is a dedicated boyfriend as soon as he started dating Brooke.

In Real Life (no names will be mentioned just symbols)
~@ was a kid before becoming close to #; # changed him in to a better guy
~$ was lovestruck after going through everything with % he started to be better person
~^ is still in love with & and is willing to be the greatest guy ever just for the love of &
~\ learned to love * and has fixed his bad parts, for her
~( was a crazy fool after meeting ) he is now a crazy fool in love
~= went through crap and everything was bad until + came along

i mean those were just my opinions;
but for real girls change guys
hmm wait no
more like love changes people
for the good and the bad
i find it interesting to see the effects
for a guy to go from a scrub to a man
haircuts
shaving?
straight back
respect
ah people are...cool? XD

PPOD (Pachirisu pic of the day)

Beautiful Snow

Why hello there beautiful snow~
No school Yippie!
i get kind of annoyed when like 50 million people IM me NO SCHOOL
why becasue my status says yay no school i obviously no
and i'm enjoying myself lol
but i mean whatever the excitement's adrenaline controls you
i'm watching Heroes and people IM
"DAWG NO SCHOOL"
nooo my widescreen shrinks back to normal XD
speaking of which i'm almost done with Heroes ^^
and Vyanh will soon catch up to me hahaha

I played Lucky the whole way through i'm so proud
:]
and i'm about to learn 2 new songs:
*Pokemon Rap
*I'd Rather Be With You - Joshua Radin
i looked up the chords for I'd Rather be with You but i don't know how to play B
boo hoo i'm going to try to learn soon

i<3Samantha's hair ^^

i'm thinking of experimenting with my hair;
should i?

oh Scrubs starts this week~
Scrub night makes me so darn happy

I one day want to get some fresh kicks
and some Nikes for dancing
i want more asian clothing as in argyle hahaha

Blewp

God put the wrong pieces together

God made me
God put a boy with groove and moves
but bad arms
and bad lungs
why be a bboy if i can swipe in the air
and windmill the waves away
why...
he put the cursed jacket in my arms
the music in my itunes
and the perfect space
but its like giving a boy super smash bros. Brawl
but all the Wii's are sold out
no no no
it's like giving a boy a Nintendo Wii and Brawl
but the factory forgot to give him a Wiimote
and it's Christmas night
Damn it why-
it seems i lost it all
but why am i better
i can do swipes on to my feet a still pump the beat
i can do 2 times as many crickets as before
wtf...