oh dear mom

oh mom it's funny
right now i'm testing you
let's see if you have a heart
and if i should ever forgive you
for the past few years during New Years you leave
and you leave me alone
with who Grandpa? Grandma? and Koby?
wtf is that bull shit

Grandpa, Grandma and Koby are def. the funnest people in the world
i have such great parties with them
and New years is the best time for us to bond
(sarcasm sign)

No Mom well if you want me to spend New Years alone
and you don't call back
and say hey you can go out with your friends
well then you know what you are a pure heartless freak
and i probably won't talk to you much
and i won't ask you for anything
which means i won't do anything for you
and i probably won't move into the new house with you
because right now i don't care
it's more like you who's doing this
but i guess i will have to stay here with the funnest people in the world!

So i hope you call back
or my new years resolution won't be "be nice to Koby"
it's going to be something more of the lines of "seperate from mom"
and worst part is i even went out of my way to find lots of games for koby
i spent all morning getting him games and i get to stay home
fucking bull shit

greatest part is i have family back up
if you get pissed and not let me stay with grandpa and grandma
well guess what the family i have been staying with for the past week
which includes aunt Susan, uncle David, and Uncle Dan well
there going to let me stay with them
and i'll be going to Lee High School.

so at the end your phone call
is what's going to determine our future
and right now i think i would rather go to NOVA then
be under your fund

What you said when you called back: to be determined

Thank you ^^

So today was Patu's birthday
which was a pretty chill party
i got into a intense game of pokemon master thing
with Calvin
omg that bitch ruined me
i needed the Dratini that bitch...
lol
he also ruined my phone everyone has a picture except him
GRR
but now i have a picture of his crotch as his picture woot :D

oh and Vyanh got me i think the best gift a friend could get me
i wanted a bracelet for a long time
but noone was ever willing to make me one
i don't expect to get the best thing ever for a friend
but i totally forgot i wanted a bracelet
i was really happy when i got this one today
not only that but my favorite colors ^^
Green Black Purple and Orange woot
the black and orange make it look kind of halloween-y
and the green makes it Jansen
and the purple makes it sexy :D
i'm pretty sure this bracelet made my day ^^
i'm going to wear it everyday :D
well i actually can't take it off unless i cut it or pull on it
which i don't want to do
but yeah i love it vyanh thanks ^^

The Dynamo Of Volition

I'm excited!
i ordered my Iron man Shirt
and i got my Iron man Belt Buckle
I'm almost out of money XD
i want more pants ^^

with my Dare i text way to much....
my biggest fan texts me the most :)
i still can't use the qwerty keyboard correct...
but i rock'n the normal keypad ^^
people keep blowin up my phone XD

AND FUTURE BFF/ ex Bf Gf
Blowing up isn't oral sex related
EXPLOSION related
fucking dirty mind lol

Video Blog Coming soon!
i have the ideas!
Just need a camera :D
excited..

I WANT MORE PANTS
this blog post was kind of pointless
nothing really important in it

oh but The Dynamo Of Volition good song ^^
keep rockin the dance floor BBoy Infinite

Front Flips~Reactions~Assuming

So you know how i space out a lot, well as i walk around i start to space out!
and i always dream of doing flips, like doing flips as i walk.
some kind of gainer or webster
it's weird because flips are probably my 2nd greatest fear.
First is Spider Crickets (those creepy bastards)
I guess even though i'm scared i wish i could
just walk out of a bus and as i'm stepping down BOOM webster(front flip)
or i'm playing some soccer and running and then BOOM Gainer(backflip)
Why am i so scared of flips...
well last time in the moon bounce at Greek Fest.
i was doing backflips in the moon bounce and i did a bad one
Dislocated my shoulder...
for a week the feeling of doing a flip
creeped me out...
i wish i could flip -sigh-

I think people's reactions are funny
like i was walking back from K-mart today
and this guy was walking towards me like you know to past me
and i was doing the ~Jansen Food Consuming Style~
which is like left hand: Can of Arizona
and right hand: Puffin corn
and i'll admit, looks kind of funny when your walking, eating and drinking all at the same time
so the guys face was basically saying to me
"THIS KIDS EATING WALKING AND DRINKING AT THE SAME TIME WTFUCK HOLY MOTHER JESUS"
as soon as i pasted him i cracked up XD

So recently on some Facebook thread Allina said Merry Xmas to everyone
which was very kind but people now use it to be stupid
and everytime you write in it you give people notifications
it's quite annoying
first off i was kidding you no it's christmas let me have some fun
so i said "i'm jewish" just as a little joke
then Jared/Oscar/Jojo start talking about Dicks
and i was catergorized as being immature with them
kinda retarded don't you think?
i wasn't talking about dicks...and i was just playing around
so then as they classified me
i said not to, i mean not trying to be all mad and serious
but more in a neutral state.
then i was still grouped with them and now it was my fault they are talking about dicks
i proved my point in how it wasn't my fault they talked about dicks
but now i'm being to serious and mean
i mean in text you should read neutral becasue you don't know there mood when typing
unless they put like FUCK YOU BITCH or something then there most likely mad
and if they put lol/jk there probably just having some fun
so now everyone assumes i'm mad and shit
but i wasn't...
yet i kinda am ticked now
espically to be singled out by Jim and Vyanh
was it necessairy?
oh btw i'm having a wonderful winter break
basically bottom line is not right to assume mood of text
then call them out for it
tell you the turth after reading everything
on those little chances i had internet
i felt kind of sad...i guess i'm so serious that i need to be put in my place
i did say fuck you but i mean it was meant to be more of back sassing
not an aggressive way, but people assumed i was mad
sorry about that Tucker
So i got my new phone it's pretty cool =)
i'm currently putting music in it AS WE SPEAK NO TYPE :D
woot woot
i also finally got a purple jacket witch i'm in love with ^^
and Amy and I have matching "To Write Love on Her Arm" shirts ^^
i'm also in love with the song Greenlight by John Ledgen feat. Andre 3000
amazing song
oh boo hoo i never got my guitar but Tiffany might sell me one ^^
so my head has really been out of it lately...
i need to see you and get everything clear...
blurrrr

Mona Lisa

So Christmas as the best
and the day afterwas even bette
i went on such a killer shopping spree!
3 new shrits
1 pair of jeans
3 shoes
pair of socks
2 pairs of underpants!

damnnn!

my 2nd shopping spree starts today at Tysons lmao.
so my phone broke...
touch screen died first
then the phone went blank =(
and my warranty on my refurbrished phone is done..
so i got no phone.
so i'm gonna go buy a dare. =)
woot woot, i'm going after i write this blog lol.

I slept over at Gordon's again last night
we had a LAN party it was funny XD
Gordon gave me a new graphics card but i don't see no difference
mainly because i didn't pay attention to the old graphics

I've been having bad luck on anything that needs to be activated
like my debt card i threw away the shit you need to activate it...
and my nightmare before christmas DVD i threw away the paper shit thinking i didn't need it ughhh...

i support "Write love on her arm" it's a company that helps people who are depressed, addicts, self-injurying or people who want to commit suicide. it's a non-profit organiznation. i bought one of their shirts =)

~To Write Love on Her Arm
http://www.twloha.com/


RVBQ:

Sarge: Using parts from the warthog we will make something I like to call the "Griff Cannon", We will utilize the power of the "Griff Cannon" to blow a Griff sized hole in the wall, or paint it a very disgusting color!

Sarge: Careful with that thing caboose! You could blow us all to smithereens! If you wanna blow people to smithereens, atleast make sure Griff is nearby!

Mobile Blogging 2

Dec.24th

7:09 pm-
I hate it when family interrogate me on why i'm not with them all the time. maybe that's why i don't like coming over much. to much hassle ughh... it's such a bitch..

9:07 pm-
My uncle just told me about his cruise adventure. Biff we should get everyone to save money and go on a cruise during spring break! OMG sounds fun.

10:13pm-
I hope Vyanh and Biff don't watch our triple movie adventure thing without me D:


Dec.25th

10:03am-
dreams blah blah blah. So much thoughts running around my head. I feel big to say that i officially know i want something more then anything in the world. it's a pretty dominant and strong feeling. I went to sleep with it, and woke up with this feeling. For the past few days i have a lot of alone time. I get a lot of thinking done. Everything starts to make sense, and clears up. Happy Holidays everyone!

3:13 am-
Rawr Gordon fucking forgot my ipod at his house i miss it so much. I'm like going crazy. I never realized how attached i was to my ipod. It holds my life. Music Video Writing Connections ughh. I AM OFFICIALLY INSANEEEE.

6:14pm-
Chris:"are you gonna have another cheese cake?"
Christina:"no why?"
Chris:"i just love it when people eat chesse cake"

HAHAHAHA my cousin Chris is so funny XD


NOW~
Chrismas was great.
I made so much MULAHHHH :D (money)
tomorrow i'm going crazy shopping~
woot woot

haha, i got to see my cousin Chris today.
i haven't seen him in like a year.
he's so silly...
and he's like what 23 now?
he's old XD

So as i was saying in my mobile bloggings
i've been getting so much time to think
i think getting away wasn't what i needed
but more of free time with nothing to do.
When i have that i get to relax and think clearly
I feel so much more at ease
and my feelings and thoughts are straight
^^

Oh great news, i might come visit everybody on New Years!
i've been thinking that maybe i should at least hang out with everybody once this winter break.
Why not New years!
and hopefully by then i'll have my guitar and i already learned how to play at least 2 songs!
i'm hoping to learn how to play and sing Mario Kart Love Song
and Lemonade
2 most favorited accoustic songs!

I wonder if my boat has sank yet :[
Biff has my boat sank yet?
has Fruity Pebbles factory shut down?
i hope not :[

oh and i'm gonna follow my cousin Chris' trend!
when you talk about calling someone or getting a call you say blowing up
EX: "Yo Jake, ima blow up your phone later"
EX2: "Aye Mate somebody be blowing up me teley phone"
EX3: "Hey i blew up your phone like 5 times, why didn't you answer?"

hahaha such a silly cousin

RVBQ:

Tucker: I don’t think I’ve seen a girl that mean before. Are you sure she’s a chick? And not a guy? Or like, part guy part shark?

Church: I’m pretty sure I’d know if Tex was a guy. And I’m definitely sure I would know if she was part shark.

i haven't had any RVBQ for the past 3 entries here is a make up for those!

First RVBQ:

Caboose: Way, oh, wait oh wait. If she’s a girl, then why is she named Tex?

Church: Uh… because she’s from Texas.

Second RVBQ:

Church: So how’re you doing, Caboose? Are you following any of this whatsoever?

Caboose: I think so… That guy Tex is really a robot, and you’re his boyfriend. So that makes you… a gay robot.

Church: Yeah… that’s right… I’m a gay robot.

Thrid RVBQ:

Grif: I think it looks like a puma.

Sarge: What in sam hell is a puma?

Mobile Blogging

~~Mobile blogging?~~ now i can blog even when i'm away that's cool. so its been the first day. 13 more or should i say left. i figured out my goals. Anyways i have 13 days to fix me? & accomplish my goals. i think it will be done. i already miss everyone haha. few more days biff. and my dreams

-At Gordon's House-
So yeah hanging out with my cousins is pretty fun
even though we haven't really done anything
my cousin has a car and drives us around
there are it's limitations
like he may feel to lazy XD
still haven't gone shopping.
and XMAS is coming up.
I want to say merry Xmas but it's breaking the rules.

I feel like i'm getting better
improving
and that's
good...
to have my goals set
it's hard...
yet i have such a good reward, well hopefully
it's what keeps me going...
i'm so close
i can't return at anytime
yet i can't
:p

Happy Holidays everyone...
i'm going home tomorrow
but leaving XMAS day...

best part about being here i get to play with Tyler everyday!!!
he's so funny hahaha
i love my baby cousin Tyler =)
& Ethan too

I got a lot of time to play Animal Crossing: City Folk too

well that's it for now...

Decypher if you can

14 Dee@Yells
2
Major
Awesome
Takes
Umbrella
Rain
Everybody

RISK
Biggest

wATwillhAPPEN2DEE~String~¿
a.) Nothing
b.) ITwIllGROW-Long--e--R
c.) ITwIllVanish

plz D-0-n't Sea(See)[Shee]*C*



3V3r(y) [2:47pm] I (sea) ///=not=Me but __\\\


I@R3KRaZyyBow-t*you
<4
+Good(salsa)
+Bye(toys)
+4(18x+6)
=Now [2=14. <3, U, Vanish,]

Super Market was out of stock for a day

I feel like complete shit now
It's funny how in a matter of several hours
your mood can go from
Super Awesome
to down in the dumps

I was hyped and ready!
i thought i did a good job,
yet i failed
At Fortune
during our show
It seemed great yet i fucked up the routine for everyone.
During our 2nd team thing i messed up in the middle and got everyone confused
I suck as a leader
No i'm not a leader

For the rest of the night i was just out of it
I didn't want to do anything
just sit in my chair and eat rice
then they started to break again
it got my mind out of the shit hole for a little
then Elizabeth Banned breaking
so my mind flew back in to the shit hole

Sorry everyone for making you worry about me
i said i was tired
but i did a shit job on the routine
and failed so bad
i'm sorry all my teammates for not being good enough
sorry others who were worried what was wrong with me
just wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone...

It seems that the grocery store was out of Fruity Pebbles today, and will be restocked tomorrow
maybe i can get some.

Shaman King -Complete-

Ahh i feel so wasted yet so amazing!
So Calvin left at like 6 and i watched Shaman King Since
i watched about 15 eps
i Finished the whole series
One goal done :D
i feel amazing!!!!
WOOO

School's been going so great
At this one point in time i couldn't be more happier
well maybe if i had a sandwhich!
I ALSO DID AWESOME ON MY PERFORMANCE in theater it felt good to get praised by everyone in class ^^
but thats alright i don't need one right now lol

So Tomorrows Friday :D
Time to go purchase a life time supply of Fruity Pebbles :D

excitement flowing through my veins
and i'm all packed to go to Fortune for a fun night!

ahhh Great Day!

RVBQ:
Doc: I'm a pacifist.
Caboose: Your a thing that babies suck on.
Tucker: No dude, that's a pedophile.
Church: Tucker, I think he means a pacifIER

I'm so Fucked

Fuck Fuck Fuck
Thy!
you fucking bitch!
You give me 2nd thoughts!
asdfgdsfgdsf
Fucking get rid of this weight on my shoulders
I can't go on like this!
T.T

Your Hair is beautiful,
You have reached my number one turn on
Your body is gorgeous with your amazing hair
You turn me on, damn
But you confuse me more then anything
you're just a phase
i can never love you
well maybe just not now
stop leaving me and coming back
stop vanishing and walking right back in
stop looking so amazing
make it stop
i don't want you in my arms
i don't want to kiss you
LIES i do
but your just full of trickery
Thy stop making me want her more
You make me more & more RAWR!!!

Your just as beautiful
humm you are even more beautiful +21439843 more
your so cute when your lost
i just want to put my head on your erdulosh
put my arms around your body and hold you tight in this cold weather
sing a song with you and drift away
I thought you were my decision
but she came in with her amazing-ness
making you look bad
but you can be even better
At times i wish i could lay in bed with you and hold your lobe
give you a kiss and hold your locks, the locks that will one day be just as gorgeous
rawr fuck

fucking bull shit!


So today was a shitty ass day
until Samantha, Vyanh and I went on our little journey
we went to sallys to get hair spray!
we got it for like 8 dollars then
we went to CVS got some snacks and drinks
We got on the bus back to school
and we missed our stop
and we had to walk in the woods and stuff
it was fun :D
it made me happy when Vyanh called me invincible woot woot :D
i'm invincible!!!!
and then we watched the concert and teh hand warmers were having HOT HOT SEX!!
puffin corn

RVBQ:
Caboose: Wait, Tex is a girl? No wonder she didn't like me......girls never like me.
Church: Caboose, I don't think anyone likes you.
Caboose: I like me

I Will Have Straight A's

So I WILL have Straight A's by the end of the quarter!
Classes:
1st History - High Chance of A; need to pass Final
2nd English - High Chance of A; need to pass Final
3rd Theater - Depends on how well my scene goes on Thursday
4th Chemistry - Need to do lots of Extra Credit and make sure all my work is turned in
5th Drivers Ed - Good Chance of A; need to keep up
6th Spanish 1 - Good Chance of A; Need to do more! not there yet
7th Geometry - Okay Chance of A; Need to pass test on Thursday and do A LOT more work

Rawr i want this straight A!
I really really want it
i need to work my ass off
grr
So much to do.

So straight forward i go?
I want it to be in the moonlight.
Under the Beautiful Sky.
Perfect timing.
Great night
and the perfect chance!

Seems the internet fortune isn't on my side
Moon will be a ->

Weather will be Cloudy :[
and earlier that day it's going to rain!
so the floor will be wet and disgusting!
I wish it could be Cold
Open Sky
Full Moon
dry street
even better would be snow!
but fairy tales aren't true hahaha

Be Brave Jansen

--------Later That Day
After talking to Tiffany i decided to write more!

My Own Religion,
the belief that all people are good, The thing that all living things contain. Which is Emotion. All people are good no matter what. The fact that someone may be a dick or mean, is just the way they were taught growing up, the fact they find your humiliation funny is the comedy they have learned. Any person who does something good for another person or animal, and gets that warm good feeling is a good person. It shows they care and have emotion for being helpful. A person you may hate is only hated because they have only shown you the bad side of them. Everyone has many sides a good, a bad, a silly, a wild and .etc, Life's problem that has been put before us can all be solved with a deep breathe and comedy. To walk into you problems with a deep breathe and lots of comedy. The best cure for pain and sadness. Laughter is one thing that all people share around the world. The best way of communication is a smile from one to another. Not no fake smile but a pure smile! Express = Love, which in that case means for me Dance = Love. for you it could be Art = Love, any form of showing who you are, in your own natural way. If you do it your way and share it with the ones you love or the public your expressing which in that case means your loving.

RVBQ:

Caboose: X...Im looking...for an "X".
*Looks around*
Caboose: That, is a plus sign. Not an X.

It's A Wonderful World

It really is a Wonderful World.
I love living.
Not to be all perky and happy.
Everything happens for a reason.
it's as i said in Cranium.
We were meant to be here. (last place)
How's that good?
When we won, not only were we happy
we were super happy because it was a comeback!
Everything happens to cause another event to happen later.
But Good events always have bad following it in it's shadows.
And when bad comes out of the shadows
we take a deep breathe and walk into it.
Ka-boom! (welcome tragedy)

It's Sunrise now (welcome comedy)
Come right in laughs and cheers
Nothing matters anymore (:

I love Fruity Pebbles.
The End,
I would go to Costco and buy a lifetime supply of Fruity Pebbles.
:D which in Jansen Land means i want a life time supply of you!

I'm Surprise
that many people read my blog.
I was reading Vyanh's Journal eralier
i was surprised that she used my breathe and move on method thing
deep down i was really happy
that i could make someone just feel a little better when they need it
thanks Vyanh Lunch was a happy time

So after school
I felt like a leader
I was making decisions
i was getting everyone to work
and we got part 1 of our routine done
at least 3 minutes
Great Job everyone
I commanded everyone except Oscar and Jared
they rebelled a little
it felt good to get everyone working together for once
I was proud
Jared & Oscar worked but i mean they just don't like to see me as a leader
I felt really happy when Jim and Tom got my back
they told them to listen to me i was really happy
Jared just needs to stop whinning
Oscar needs to grow up and stop being so lazy
I love them so much but they just mess around to much
as i try to be serious they just fool around
finally i reached out to them and they started to work harder
i like that too
Hopefully one day i can be a true leader

RVBQ:

Caboose: Look at what I found
Donut: No I found it
Caboose: Look at what I took credit for finding

My Lone Soul Wonders For Miles

So today Samantha, Vyanh, Calvin and I went to DC to meet up with Evelina and Anna.
it was for some history project extra credit thing.

At 1 i went to Calvin's house and chilled there for a little
HIS DOG PAL IS SO COOL
it can stand up and punch/beg :D
then Samantha's dad picked us up and took us to Vienna Metro Station
Which we rode to DC
i brought calvin's little piggy stuffed animal it was so cool
so we missed our stop so we went all the way to the end
and then we jumped on the other orange train going back to Smithsonian
I left the Pig in the other train! when we were switching trains!
Guilt all over.

Samantha and Calvin knew i was going to jump off the train at the next stop
so i can go back and catch the next train which would have the pig.
They both grabbed me and i told them i wasn't going to get off here.
My arm restrained from moving for a whole stop.
the next stop i stood there and looked at the ceiling
as soon as the door open i counted to 5 and jumped off
Doors stay open for about 10 secs so i knew they wouldn't have enough time to catch me.
I stood outside the door waving goodbye
Samantha & Calvin used their feet to try to stop the door
but i kicked it back in and the train went on it's way.
Vyanh's face was like wth is he doing.

Vyanh called a moment after
and i told her to make sure Calvin doesn't leave or make sure they don't get off.
it would just cause us to get more mixed up.
they went ahead to the National Gallery of Art
i asked the guy if the next train was going to be the train we switched off of.
it was, but we sat in the first cargo.
so i didn't know if the train looped around to the other side so it would still be first
or if it continued forward then switched lanes making the first one last.
well the guy said it was going to be first cargo
i got on the first cargo.
no pig.
Luckily i asked the driver and he said that the cargo we were in was the last one.
he said at the next stop i would have 30 secs to sprint to the end of the metro train and get on.
Nice man.
I counted as the train stopped.
as the moment came closer.
where i would have to sprint to the end.
it came to a stop.
i heard the beep of the door.
my feet started to move.
i was gone.
I saw people's face watch as i ran.
the stares past by me in a instant.
then i was there.
in the last cargo.
the door closed.
the pig exactly where i left it.
a smile came across my face!
i got the pig back.
now i can relax as i sit by myself.
on a moving train through the depths of DC.

No music just me
the sound of the train shaking.
going though the tunnels and coming back up to the surface of land
i have finally arrived.
i got off the train and thought to myself
what do i do?
i'm not even 100% sure where the National Gallery of Art was!
i came out of the metro station.
the light shined on my eyes and it burned for a brief moment.
my eyes slowly adjusted and i saw the capitol.
I pointed to a direction where i had a good feeling the National Gallery of Art was.
i walked there
slowly free running
jumping on curbs
fences
trash cans
having that feather like footsteps
the empty footstep
no sound
i wondered for awhile
slowly figuring out where i was
then i found it
the National Gallery of Art.
Amazing
my instincts lead me to exactly where i needed to be.
i called Vyanh
they haven't got there yet
wtf!?
they were on the train before me!
it seems they past it and went to far.
Anna and Evelina were around too
Everyone had a group while i had to wonder alone in the cold world
poor hobo; he was sitting on the sidewalk
asking for change!
i felt so bad for him
i couldn't even stand looking at him
I wondered a little more knowing these hints.
Anna and Evelina were between the Tan Building and the Capitol
Vyanh and .etc were on 3rd st and Maryland
I soon found Anna and Evelina
then we told Vyanh and .etc to meet up with us at the tan building.
we finally were all united!
Everyone except Anna had to go the East Wing of the National Gallery of Art
Anna had to go to the Pompeii one across the street.
I couldn't let Anna go alone :O
but i really wanted to go with Vyanh and the others
But hanging out with Anna was fun ^^

We had such a hard time exploring the artistic building that got us lost in the lobby!
We were in the frekin Pompeii exibit for like 5 minutes
we walked around really fast
found some packets and brochures
and were on our way lol
we left the building heading to reunite wiht the others.
When i wonder i read everything.
Hoping it will later come in handy.
This bird almost hit Anna and I
it swoop in and it was like 1 foot away from our face.
Anyways so in the museum i read everything as usual and we went deep inside of it.
Then they said their location was something with an Jan
suddenley i remembered reading that sign close to where we came in.
Anna and I rushed up the steps into the exibit and there we found them
reunited thanks to my super skilllzzz :D

We went to the cafe when they finished their notes.
I totally spaced out there.
i lost track of time.
everything went by me.
Then Anna told me i needed to get my bag upstairs before they close.
I went up and i realized i spaced out for so long.
time flew by as i slowly couldn't recall what has happened
We walked back to the Metro station now.
got on the train and headed home.

Fruiy Pebbles?
Recess Puff?
still lost in my thoughts
that's all i thought about
it's been running though my mind all day.
I hope it's tired...lmao corny :D

RVBQ: Sarge:What's the jeep doin' in a ditch?
Griff:I can tell you what it's not doing, and what it's not doing is reenacting the greatest scene from the Dukes of Hazard ever!

Busy Bee (buzz buzz poop) O.o

Today was fun and successful!
I went to my Uncle Dan's house and worked for 6 Hours
i swept the house
moped the house
vacumed the house
Wash the windows and mirrors
and beat his son(5yrs old) in Mario Kart
let me correct that OWNED his son
I made 60 dollars :D

I went to Springfield mall right afterwards
and spend 60 dollars lol
i got Samantha, Tiffany, Amy, Katie their presents
AND XMAS cards!!! 19 of them for 10 bucks woot!
I also got me self a Pokemon Shirt that i'm so in love with ^^
It's ought to be my favorite shirt right now!

So i feel that my mom sometimes doesn't think about anyone but herself
She only cares about the impression of me and my brother towards:
My Grandparents
Her BoyFriend
Her Friends
and the rest of the world
It's quite frustrating.
Today she singled me out to my grandparents and aunt
she talked bad about my physical appearance in front of all of them
I hated it and stormed out
she followed me out screaming at me
because i stormed out and she said it was rude
but at that point i was pissed at her
she thinks she's right and shit
fuck that
she's wrong
she said she has the right to talk to me and that their family
Bull shit
She says i'm her son it doesn't mater
more Bull shit
I as her son am a person
she has no right to talk about another person
to not talk about their physical appearance
She has no right, even if i'm her son
she dropped me off at my Uncle's and we fought the whole car ride
I got off the car said bye to my brother and said thanks and left without looking at her
Later that night when she picked me up
she said sorry and she was wrong
she didn't know?
so stupid
i feel that i'm becoming more distant from her
once i can drive i can just be gone
be home at night
be gone by morning
less talking the better

So later that night I went to Tom's house with:
Samantarr, Obviously Tom, David, Vyanh and Tina
We played board games
first it was Taboo
then Cranium
that was fun!
It was Vyanh, Tina and I
vs the rest of them at first
we won once and they won once
then we split in to pairs
me and Vyanh were basking in failure the whole game
then suddenly we ran to the top
we meet up with Tina and Samantha in the final ring!
and in one turn we Won!
Great Victory for us :D
High 5 Vyanh!!

*My Dilemma*
I R go in Circles~
Fruity Pebbles?
Honey Nut Cheerios?
Recess Puff?
Lucky Charms?

I miss my Fruity Pebbles!
i have it a few times during the day and lots during the weekend
fruity pebbles is my drug
I can't stop getting more of it.
Some times i enjoy some Honey Nut Cheerios
i don't like to eat it much
usually i like it for a short time then stop for a long time then like it again.
Recess Puff oh so confusing!
I go back to you all the time
your here your there
your my backup when all flavors fail
so fun to eat
but at times i get a little tired of it
yet i look at you and you look oh so delicious
Lucky Charms i try to eat you
but i just hate your normal cereal
i love your marsh mellows
i have you time to time
your marsh mellows make me want you
your cereal drives me away
What should i have for break feast?
Fruity Pebbles? my all time favorite but makes me so sad when it goes away
Honey Nut Cheerios? the cereal that has gone stale and i should just throw away
Recess Puff? Always good here and there, but could easily lose taste
Lucky Charms? always delicious until the marsh mellows are gone

RVBQ: Griff: "Sorry, there were no more aliens for you guys to fuck!!"
Tucker: "Thats ok, we'll fuck this one!"
Girl: "Woohoo!"
Griff: "WHAT THE HELL!! OK, send her back!"
Church: "No takebacks!"
Griff: "FUCK!"

Ashley Happy Birthday!

So Today was Ashley's Birthday!
I bought her Balloons and got her a card!
I got all those things with April.
We all went out for dinner at Slades.
It was Ashley & her BF, Aby & her BF, April, Jeriam, 2 of Ashley's senior friends that i see around school and I.
It was funny except the whole time is was basically April and I having all the fun!
We were so obnoxious and stupid lol.
I love her so much.

April!
You are so special to me.
How long has it been? 3 years now?
It's funny because we stop talking
then we start talking like, we never stopped.
You went through a lot for me back at LJ
so much Drama and
were still the closest of friends :D
like our new bracelets say "Friends Forever :D"
It's funny i'm the one that looks gay >.>
Today was lots of Fun



My Biff~!
You know i love you so much
I see you everyday your that one person at school
i can just go up to and feel comfortable with
It's nice to know i can always rely on someone who's always around
Whenever you need me
i'll come and make you feel better
&Shaman king is the best

I feel like i'm running away from what i desire
It's like i'm using (apple) to get rid of (orange)
It's like (orange) is everywhere
and (apple) is nowhere
i want (orange)
not (apple)
i reach to far to try to get (apple)
maybe if (apple) is good enough
(orange) will go away
(apple) failed
Hi (orange)

(orange) is to far away
i can't reach
i'm tied down
I give up
i threw (apple) away
i miss (orange)
i can only see (orange) but i can't reach it
oh poo

So Much pressure
Leave me alone
I have a feeling i'm not liked by Oscar Jojo and Jared anymore
i don't think they want me around
They want their own little thing
and i'm not invited
I guess that's fine

I don't want to do anything anymore...
I'm tired of pursuing what i can't have
I get nothing at the end
i turn out to be the big loser
woop-de-fucking-doo

starting something better then the CLT lol this is the RVBQ
try to figure out what it means

it seems a lot of people actually read my blog how weird

RVBQ: "That's exactly it private, the wars over, we won, turns out your the big hero. We're gonna hold a parade in your honor, i get to drive the float. And Simmons here is in charge of confetti!!"

The Ending of a Love Story

Woop Woop Poop Poop

Ahh today i give up on Chicks
to much work
pointless
effort

More Important things
Heritage Show
Dancing
Grades
.etc

Chicks are pointless and only bring disappointment
Blank Out Space Out
Jansen Land here I come
Me and My Half boy girl friend Jiwon broke up how sad
lmao i love you future bff :DD



-------I wish i wish i could have this :'(
Coolest DS EVER

Solution: Buy White DS and print out picture on sticker paper and paste on DS :D

Sick Boy

Today i am a Sick Boy
it seems even Iron Man get's sick
I like to write in the blog.
I write in it almost everyday!
making it really hard to keep up with me.
Unless you get on blogger everyday! like me (:

I'm happy
ahhh nothing to worry about it
i'm getting to into the spacey-ness
I space out everywhere now
rada
i need some sound proof headphones
headphones that don't play music
Like in Shaman King
I wish i had those giant Orange Headphones
I would wear them all the time!
not as a fashion or style
but to not hear anything
to space out
go into my own world

I'll call my world Boo-na-na-na's
:D

there i will do anything i want
ride unicorns
throw poop
but the poop will smell like febrezze

Orange Headphones will one day be mine!!!
Looky guys heres a picture -> http://www.riuva.com/?p=76

New video out!

I AM A DUMBASS >.>

Wow i feel so stupid right now.
So i thought April's Birthday was tomorrow and we were going to go hang out and stuff.
I thought her Aim profile said "5 more days till my birthday"
it was updated on saturday
But it says "5 more weeks till my birthday"
i feel so stupid right now
i planned this awesome day for tomorrow
and got her a present
I hate Jansen

Video Blog will be released as soon as final edit is done

Brenda Song is like my Dream Girl :D

I'm starting to get Spacey
which means i space out in class
i watch the birds and the clouds
I just dream about weird things
5th period only class i don't space out why? no windows -_-

My New Theory:
Any Boy and be with Any Girl
because
If they are very similar they connect
If they are very different then they attract
similar things connect and opposite things attract
The things you have in common keep your talking going
The things you have different keep each other entertained

Xmas Coming Soon

So i'm tired of having so many random titles, so from now on it's going to be more logical.

So i just looked at my Gift list. I have 19 people left. over 200 dollars worth of gifts. So much to do!

Oh I'm so happy on Youtube i'm:

#25 Most Subscribed (this Month) - Comedians - Canada
#47 Most Viewed (This Week) - Comedians - Canada

First Awards :D

Some People are like why are you in Canada! Why because i'm going to beat ShimmyCocoaPuffs!

I've been having mixed emotions lately. At times i miss her so much, other times i want her(2). They both are pretty but that like doesn't even matter. I like gave up on her, and i'm trying hard for her(2) yet i still think about her. Her and I spend lots of time together, which i like. Me and Her(2) only see each other every once in awhile. That's not much to worry about because it i ever date her then it will be different. How will i ever get over her. She gave me that push i needed to start my love life all over again. But i don't want to let go of the feelings i have for her. At the same time i want to capture the feelings I have for her(2). Jim says with her, it's more me doing everything because she keeps more to herself. He said with her(2) i'm more happy, i still have that gitty feeling. Jim reads my blog lol. What he's wrong about is that with her i'm happy she's not that to herself and i still have that gitty feeling, i still want to keep trying but i fail. with her(2) i'll admit i'm gitty and happy when i see her and hear her or even just talk to her online. It makes me even more happy when i get that little compliment that she's to shy to say outloud so she hints it in. I love that (: rawr Mixed Feelings go away.

I step on you mixed feeling.
Dancing helps me forget everything.
I feel the music and my body touching the ground.
Where all my emotions and what i feel is the Music.
Harsh Beat? Harsh Taunt
It's all over the place.
Thank you dance.
You make me gittery.
I fool around, i'm Jansen
Don't Ruin my moment, mother asshole
I'm free like a Butterfly on crack LOL
Crickets
Jackhammers
Turtles
6 Step
Transition
Top Rocks
Vegas Style
Baby Freeze
Chair Freeze
Air Chair
Side Chair
Air Baby
Telephone
Taunt
I Win.

Corn Raining

Yesterday was such half successful and half fail
First Fail: I watched Twilight and it SUCKED dick, compared to the book, but that's what everybody says so i expected it.
Second Fail: I was at some food place looking at the menu and i saw Pizza Fries, i'm like wtf is that! so i ordered it for 3 dollars. I thought about it while it was being made and i'm like wtf EW pizza fries NEVM! So I try to return it but it was to late. It was shit and i sold it to Victor for 25 cents.
First Pass: I got a Present for April
Second Pass: I got Yohooo with Vincent

It seems my pass were more of a waste lol. I mean i did everything I wanted to do at the mall so i guess that's good. So we went to Tom's House and we played charades. Me and Tina, Brother Sister PERFECT TEAM. We had so many stupid like ways of saying so many things. Mostly refered to maple story. I think the best one was Aberham Lincoln.

Didn't get home to 4 now i'm tired and I have a headache i should go shower now and back over to Tom's house. rawrrr lazy. I need to start working on my next Video Blog. New one will be released on the 10th.

Shaman King <4 my new love

An Add on to Todays Blog!!!! So I found my biggest turn on lol.
I was at Thai Square with my mom and i saw this really pretty girl.
it was more of her style of clothing that got to me.
So i describe it to Thuy and she found it
it was the purple one in this picture below but she was wearing a belt and she popped the collar more. Her shoes were not like that too.
I Like that Purple dress on a girl, and with leggings and a belt.

I'll Pause the Game, So our Love never ends

Damn You Vincent,
For getting that song stuck in my head
and not just you Vincent
ALL OF YOU IN MY DRIVERS ED CLASS
rawr.
I can't get it out of my head!
it's starting to drive me crazy! blehh
Mario Kart Love Song~

So today we were suppose to have our battle
but some Janitor kicked us out of our room
I was pretty upset,
We were hyped and Ready!
Who knows when the next one is going to be
the people at Lee seem to be some nice people.
yet the cute girl from the mall doesn't seem to like me much
She is pretty cute lol XD

Karaoke! KILLS MY VOICE
I can barley speak rawr

Aprils Birthday is coming on the 10th
I don't know what to get her!
I do know that i'm going to release my new video on the 10th
in the end it will say Happy Birthday to April
and i'll probably go to her bus stop on the 10th and give her
a present and a hug maybe walk her home
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET HER ><

So on the bus ride to Lee
i was looking through my bag and i found a tie that Samantha made for me
I called her and said sorry
i love you Samantha
my Biff
you became so close to me so fast (:
Btw i love high School musical danceing and singing with you at Vincents house LOL
Sir Duke all the way!

I want to go watch Twilight tomorrow
maybe look around for Aprils Present
Sometimes i wish i could forget all my problems and just sing and dance
let go of all the grudges and go free running

~I have to many dreams

"That Wasn't Easy"

I'm unusually upset today.
First i fail my Permit's test just by a little!
like i was on question 19 and i failed
i was pretty pissed
I missed most of the school day

Samantha i'm sorry
for 2 reasons
first one is that i've been avoiding you and not talking to you
second one because i still won't forgive you
i bet your wondering why i'm making this such a big deal
Well i wouldn't have mind if you gave my tie to anyone
but you gave it to the one person i would mind
I don't know it makes me upset that you wouldn't save it for me
I said i wasn't going to match but i felt bad so i brought a black jacket so i can match
yet you gave my tie to that one person
basically it's not that you gave it away at all it's ughh
i despise him so much for some reason
but yeah i'm sorry Samantha

I got the Nike Jacket i wanted woot woot
and of right now my Video Blog is at 200 views :[

Poo Poo Ahh! it's coming from all directions

AHH today was such a fun and successful day!

I Finished Twilight, it was interesting. I don't really read but to find me reading a book
Wow!
It wasn't the best book i've ever read
but i think it was rather good.
A good book to me is the fact that i'm actually reading it lol
now i can watch the movie hooray!

So the battle is on Friday and i'm so PUMPED!!!

Today i had some green tea
then i set off with Earvin to meet up with Thy and April
aww April your so quiet :(
Thy you make me stupid lol
We did so many pointless activities
yet everything we did ended up having so many lame laughs involved.
April i'm going to break your shell of shyness
Thy you owe me a shirt

To bad i didn't get my Drivers permit today :[
i'm going to go tomorrow during 5th period

OH YES! i played animal crossing City Folk today too!!!!
AND I FINALLY MADE THAT VIDEO BLOG.
it will be displayed at the bottom of this blog a little later!

I've also fallen mad in love with Shaman King again
Show's so sick
my favorite :D

So today let's see what i've done:
-Finished Twilight
-Hung out with April and Thy
-Drank Green Tea
-fell in love with Shaman King
-Played Animal Crossing City Folk
-Made the Video Blog

I feel that today was great :D!!!!

~First Vblog~

Oh Oh Oh It's an Octopus!

So as i try to be a leader to my fellow dancer
it seems odd but i got mad O.o
at Zelenne because she wouldn't move
i yelled at her and told her move out of the way
i felt kind of bad after wards i never would have done that

Well the line up is finally set
The battle changed to a 5 on 5
and the line up is:
Jansen, Oscar, Jared, Seng, Jim
I really wanted Jojo to be in it
I saw great improvement on him today
HUGE improvements i was very proud
good job Jojo (:

today i was really happy,
but i don't know why lol
I just kept singing "Oh Oh it's Magic"
That song makes me jolly i guess
:D

The Jiwon Story~
Jiwon is the coolest person ever. She's so awkward lol. She's like a seal. You know what they say about Seals! "Seals May be Awkward on land but graceful in the water" Jiwon is my seal :D So here's a little story of Me and Jiwon's future!! were going to go through high school together with me poisoning her thoughts day by day. WHY because i'm a bad influence! Then when she graduates shes gonna start to have evil in her. Then were going to go to Harvard together where i will continue to poison her mind with my bad influence. Then we will graduate from Harvard and live in California. In some apartment with lots of animals. Then i will keep poisoning her mind for the rest of her life and then on the day shes about to die. Were going to go to some school and she's going to skip class with me ^^ Then she will die happily because she skipped a class. Then i'll laugh at her and call her a Turtle :D
<3 Jiwon :D