Monday, December 8, 2008

Xmas Coming Soon

So i'm tired of having so many random titles, so from now on it's going to be more logical.

So i just looked at my Gift list. I have 19 people left. over 200 dollars worth of gifts. So much to do!

Oh I'm so happy on Youtube i'm:

#25 Most Subscribed (this Month) - Comedians - Canada
#47 Most Viewed (This Week) - Comedians - Canada

First Awards :D

Some People are like why are you in Canada! Why because i'm going to beat ShimmyCocoaPuffs!

I've been having mixed emotions lately. At times i miss her so much, other times i want her(2). They both are pretty but that like doesn't even matter. I like gave up on her, and i'm trying hard for her(2) yet i still think about her. Her and I spend lots of time together, which i like. Me and Her(2) only see each other every once in awhile. That's not much to worry about because it i ever date her then it will be different. How will i ever get over her. She gave me that push i needed to start my love life all over again. But i don't want to let go of the feelings i have for her. At the same time i want to capture the feelings I have for her(2). Jim says with her, it's more me doing everything because she keeps more to herself. He said with her(2) i'm more happy, i still have that gitty feeling. Jim reads my blog lol. What he's wrong about is that with her i'm happy she's not that to herself and i still have that gitty feeling, i still want to keep trying but i fail. with her(2) i'll admit i'm gitty and happy when i see her and hear her or even just talk to her online. It makes me even more happy when i get that little compliment that she's to shy to say outloud so she hints it in. I love that (: rawr Mixed Feelings go away.

I step on you mixed feeling.
Dancing helps me forget everything.
I feel the music and my body touching the ground.
Where all my emotions and what i feel is the Music.
Harsh Beat? Harsh Taunt
It's all over the place.
Thank you dance.
You make me gittery.
I fool around, i'm Jansen
Don't Ruin my moment, mother asshole
I'm free like a Butterfly on crack LOL
Crickets
Jackhammers
Turtles
6 Step
Transition
Top Rocks
Vegas Style
Baby Freeze
Chair Freeze
Air Chair
Side Chair
Air Baby
Telephone
Taunt
I Win.

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