Ashley Happy Birthday!

So Today was Ashley's Birthday!
I bought her Balloons and got her a card!
I got all those things with April.
We all went out for dinner at Slades.
It was Ashley & her BF, Aby & her BF, April, Jeriam, 2 of Ashley's senior friends that i see around school and I.
It was funny except the whole time is was basically April and I having all the fun!
We were so obnoxious and stupid lol.
I love her so much.

April!
You are so special to me.
How long has it been? 3 years now?
It's funny because we stop talking
then we start talking like, we never stopped.
You went through a lot for me back at LJ
so much Drama and
were still the closest of friends :D
like our new bracelets say "Friends Forever :D"
It's funny i'm the one that looks gay >.>
Today was lots of Fun



My Biff~!
You know i love you so much
I see you everyday your that one person at school
i can just go up to and feel comfortable with
It's nice to know i can always rely on someone who's always around
Whenever you need me
i'll come and make you feel better
&Shaman king is the best

I feel like i'm running away from what i desire
It's like i'm using (apple) to get rid of (orange)
It's like (orange) is everywhere
and (apple) is nowhere
i want (orange)
not (apple)
i reach to far to try to get (apple)
maybe if (apple) is good enough
(orange) will go away
(apple) failed
Hi (orange)

(orange) is to far away
i can't reach
i'm tied down
I give up
i threw (apple) away
i miss (orange)
i can only see (orange) but i can't reach it
oh poo

So Much pressure
Leave me alone
I have a feeling i'm not liked by Oscar Jojo and Jared anymore
i don't think they want me around
They want their own little thing
and i'm not invited
I guess that's fine

I don't want to do anything anymore...
I'm tired of pursuing what i can't have
I get nothing at the end
i turn out to be the big loser
woop-de-fucking-doo

starting something better then the CLT lol this is the RVBQ
try to figure out what it means

it seems a lot of people actually read my blog how weird

RVBQ: "That's exactly it private, the wars over, we won, turns out your the big hero. We're gonna hold a parade in your honor, i get to drive the float. And Simmons here is in charge of confetti!!"