My Rubiks Cube Blew Up in my Face T.T

I've been having so many awkward dreams lately
Like on Thursday night i had a dream that i was stuck in my house because there was a lion in front of my house. It reminds me a lot of one of Dane Cooks stand up jokes about the dream book.
Like he had a dream about a crab?
and when his friend looked through his dream book
crabs signified that "Your a Faggot"
and then his friend asked "was their lighting around the crab?"
Dane cook said "yeah there was"
his friend replied with "That means your a super Faggot" lol
I wonder what Lions signify.

Last night I had a dream that basically would never end
It started at yesterday when I was at Vincent's house
then i went to the party and i relived the whole night exactly like reality
then i blacked out and ended up at Vincent's house again
and this time i did something else
basically i started at Vincent's house and went through a different day
every time i fell asleep i would black out and end up at Vincent's house.
I don't exactly remember all the scenarios but i remember a few
Some left me happy
Some left me crying
I wish i had a dream book,
so it could tell me what those few dreams I remember meant.

We made 60 dollars raking leaves today ^^
That's pretty good because we did about 2 houses.

When i walk around & i look at something
i have visions of free running on it.
Dancing around it.
Flips next to it and blah blah.
every way possible to make it more entertaining!
I usually don't share my ideas because i feel stupid for thinking about it.

When i grow up i want to be a FIREMAN
...
no not really but I can't decide
I want to be in to acting and such
But i also want to be involved with Dance
I wanna be a hybrid between:
~Jon M. Chu (Director of Step Up 2, & creator of ACDC [Adam Chu Dance Crew] & LXD)
~Bobby Lee (Actor in MAD Tv, was in the movie Kickin' It Old Skool)
~Dane Cook (Stand Up Comedian & Actor)
I guess I want to direct dance movies, act in comedy movies, and be on MAD Tv.

Today I had a session with Vincent, Tom and Jim. It's like i felt more creative but more sloppy. BLAH i hate that. I wish i could be creative and smooth but RAWR. I want to be like BBoy Born. He's an amazing Korean Beat Rider. Beat Riding is when you dance it follows the music. It's Freestyling and being creative. Since my shoulder sucks, i can't be an all rounder because i can't pull of those insane big moves. I decided i would focus on footwork and be an amazing beat rider, thats how i get my cheers.