Well in theatre today I was talking to Liz
First i told her about my Xmas Goal (read first blog to understand)
Then i told her that i feel like I can't get hurt anymore.
To prove it, Last time i dislocated my shoulder it came about an inch and a half out of my back
People were terrified of it, They looked like this -> O.o
It's weird but I had no pain at all.
It looked so painful but i felt...nothing?
In the hospital I joked around, i was happy all i wanted to do was watch some Cable Tv.
I've been cracking my body a lot, especially my neck
when i Air chair my arm wobbles while supporting my body and it cracks, and still no pain.
Is there something wrong with me?
Am i really inmature? Am i so inmature that when i try to be serious i'm just goofy?
What about Stupid? Does my nonesense and random-ness make me stupid?
Do i drive everyone crazy cause im annoying?
When I say annoying i mean like when your walking through a field and those stupid little flys are like all over you. They make noise in your ear and fly around you so obnoxiously?
Wish i could be normal
At times I think about how hypicritical I am.
It's like I remind myself of the one person in this world who I could never just get along with.
We'll call him "Pickles"
Since the day i meet pickles i didn't like him
I gave him opportunities to be friends
It seemed like he always fucked it up,
Well thats what i think
Maybe i was the one fucking up
It's like i just convinced myself to believe he was the bad guy
What about when he sees me? was i the bad guy?
Today when i was walking to Amy's House
Oh yeah before i write whatever i was going to say
WELCOME BACK AMY~!
I felt no raindrops i felt nothing not even when i touched myself.WELCOME BACK AMY~!
WELCOME BACK AMY~!
WELCOME BACK AMY~!
WELCOME BACK AMY~!
WELCOME BACK AMY~!
So Anyways I realized that as i walked in the rain i lost all feeling from my face to my arms.And I wasn't cold.
Then it just all came back i felt the rain drops again and when I touched my face.
My feeling just vanished for a brief minute and came back.
I guess it' s because i'm invincible, side effects of being Iron Man lol.
~Conclusion to an Unfinished Story~
So that night, ____ was lost in his thoughts. He was talking to his loving sister about it.
She asked him: "Who do you like more?"
He replied "_____"
"Who do you care about the most?"
He replied "_____" again
"Okay then! You know that old crush of yours isn't worth it, i would choose ____ anytime"
"I mean I guess your right..." he answered
"Go to sleep and don't think about it, you know who you care about it so leave it that way" she smiled and walked away.
He went to sleep and was lost in a train of thoughts. His old crush later called him, and asked if he would like to come out and hang out with her. ____ told her he couldn't because of his parents. The real reason was that his common sense finally kicked in! Mind over Hormones. He was happy, he went to school on monday happily waiting for ____. It seemed like a good day. That night they were at their friends house. watching some movies awaiting the arrival of an old amigo. ____ had to leave and he wanted to walk her back. As they walked they talked about random things. He carried her purse, at that moment he became the girl. When they neared their Destination, he finally stop being a pussy and brought up the subject. He told her that he liked her. They talked about it and at the end I guess she saw him more of a friend. When they arrived he handed back her purse said their farewells and he walked back to there friends house in the rain. He thought about it what has happened, I guess all that really matters is that he tried. It didn't blow over, it had a conclusion. Just like this story it had a conclusion after all.
She asked him: "Who do you like more?"
He replied "_____"
"Who do you care about the most?"
He replied "_____" again
"Okay then! You know that old crush of yours isn't worth it, i would choose ____ anytime"
"I mean I guess your right..." he answered
"Go to sleep and don't think about it, you know who you care about it so leave it that way" she smiled and walked away.
He went to sleep and was lost in a train of thoughts. His old crush later called him, and asked if he would like to come out and hang out with her. ____ told her he couldn't because of his parents. The real reason was that his common sense finally kicked in! Mind over Hormones. He was happy, he went to school on monday happily waiting for ____. It seemed like a good day. That night they were at their friends house. watching some movies awaiting the arrival of an old amigo. ____ had to leave and he wanted to walk her back. As they walked they talked about random things. He carried her purse, at that moment he became the girl. When they neared their Destination, he finally stop being a pussy and brought up the subject. He told her that he liked her. They talked about it and at the end I guess she saw him more of a friend. When they arrived he handed back her purse said their farewells and he walked back to there friends house in the rain. He thought about it what has happened, I guess all that really matters is that he tried. It didn't blow over, it had a conclusion. Just like this story it had a conclusion after all.
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