tumblr too? :D

Made a Tumblr with Vy-anh :D
www.LuckyChocolateMilk.tumblr.com

Oh One Tree Hill you've done it again

Let's see here i haven't blogged in awhile
for a few reasons:
1. Keyboard can't handle my typing speed lol
2. Organizing Dare Day
3. To Much One Tree Hill & Heroes

So i don't know if i said this yet
but i made it into the play
i'm Bubbles the Flying Monkey King
and a Farm Hand :D

the singing is so boring but it's kind of fun
like idk i just feel so happy doing the play
it gets me oh so giddy
idk Eric, Sauliman, Devon, & Frankie make me feel so
welcome and in?
I mean Eric has always been very nice to me since day one
Sauliman has just been goofey since day one
Devon gives me random hugs and it's like no homo but it's cool
Frankie is just there for me
oh and Vyanh, it's fun to be with Vyanh all practice

It makes me sad that your leaving
it gets me really upset
i feel like for the first time i'm starting to get to know you
don't you?
And it's silly because i've known you for so damn long.
I took that time for granted sorry,
I remember the first day i meet you;
We were leaving Luther at the bus dock and you were dating Alex
i thought you were pretty :P
and then we left? i had a jar
then some random day during the summer i got you to come to Kyle and Mary's goodbye party
It was funny, becasue it was really hard to convince Jenny to invite you XD
but you came! and i hardly remember that day except for posing with Jonah...lol
Then the 8th grade came and

anyways-
Life feels so calm
one problem
i suck at school
im slowing down
idk what to do
it's so hard
sigh- fuck school lol
History - Missing Holocaust Museum picture; Graveyard project
English - Missing 2 short stories
Theater - I have a B...fuck (Rock Star day coming fast)
Chemistry - LOST i don't get anything. Finally turned in the lab
Gym - NEED TO FINISH MICHAEL PHELPS PAPER
Spanish - Who cares...
Geometry - Ms.Mac catching on to Madurinda HW Scandal
fuck i suck ><

Dare Day
It seems drama is finally cutting down
i hope it will be fun
sorry for being a pain the ass
sorry if i fail
sorry if i couldn't take all your ideas
sorry if i couldn't get you your perfect partner
sorry if i yelled at you
i was flamed. needed a chance to catch my breathe
i have my air tank now so flame me ;]
Yell and bitch at me i can take it
i'm doing partners and thanks for caring about me getting flamed
but OH WELL no matter what i was going to get it
so its all good

One Tree Hill -
Fuck Phelix

My Internal Drama -
wow i'm gay defending Lucas LOL
BROOKE IS THE BEST
Phelix is a bitch for hitting Lucas
i'm a chick...shit man

GoD news-
I fixed my chapstick
*i wrote god on purpose*

Food News-
Fuck i want a bagel

Mind News -
I'm Clear :]

Grinding my Gears-
Marijuana pot whatever
fuck it all
drugs all of it
make it go away it's all BS
thanks Tiff for being strong

Emotions in a song-
So you may think i'm a freak
but i treat all my songs as if they had feelings
and when i'm down i would go to one of my R&B friends to tell me how i'm feeling
when i feel like dancing my Hip-Hop friends got my back
lately they always know what i want;
great example right now it played
Mona Lisa (When the world comes down) - All American Rejects
nicely done...
i just love them all right now
im such a little freak...
I feel bad deleting songs


you hit me passion

Life sucks

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life is falling down to the ground-
as if the world is falling dot by dot
on to me-
like a huge boulder-
life sucks because of one very huge reason
a boulder of a reason
it leads me to say that
my chapstick neither goes up nor down when twisted upon
i have very chapped lips damnit world

Are those Happy Tissues or Crying Tissues

Lawl Happy Tissues? XD

WOO
so yesterday was Heritage Night
and it was fun
even though i was like in one act
it was still Fun :D
i also had Callbacks for The Play
i read lines for Oz
Mr.Reed said: "Your great! i cant wait to see you on stage"
Nice words :D
waiting for callbacks was like a COMPLETE waste of time >>
well i mean i got to hang out with Vyanh but like we should have
been practicing for Heritage show
so us just doing nothing AS NOT PRACTICING was yeahh...
but we got the dance correct so whatever
I GUESS IT wasnt a waste of time
it was Vyanh&Jansen bonding time?
why do i talk to myself on my blog
like im having a one man conversation
...

TODAY was my little sisters Birthday
and we went to FUDDFUCKERS
FUCKDUCKERS
rockersfud
K-Mart O.O
FUCKRUCKAS
damn Ruckas is a cool work
"Yo Dawgs im a Ruckaa?"
ANYWAYS
then we went to Party store and got glow sticks?
and Davids house for a rave
sadly i left early and snuck back
but then i was in the mood to rave boo
ANYWAYS rest of the day was blah whatever
oh wait nooo
i had a fun ride talking with Robert

Life Perspective:
the world was made with gravity and physics and chemicals
and .etc for one reason
so Humans can discover
and master
and use to our advantage
our limps only move a certain degree angle direction
so when we dance we have limitations
we get hurt so we can get scared of pain
and gain courage to keep going
but over time
we evolve
Humans start spinning on their heads
and use physics and motion to Rave
they discover Echo
and make instruments and use echo to project a sound
Then humans discover FIRE
where now we can cook bake .etc
Humans Discover weight
and work out
There Muscles get Harder
Life gets Better
everything moves Faster
and there considered Stronger
They launch into space
cars drift
everything evolves
We are Amazing

Lets Just Dance Fuck Guys
pickles
Oh Dane Cook

a few more months and everything is going to...change
*scared*

Note to Self and maybe Calvin: I suck

Relationship Theory

Sooooo
i was talking to Tiff about Relationships
*for some reason i read Tifa when i wrote Tiff's name*
anyways so i had a theory about Relationships
please dont like criticize me on it
at least good constructive criticism
not BS :]

well here it is:
*currently playing Lemonade By Passion*

Everyone is a perfect match for each other,
What you want in the other person can be accomplished by anyone
Kind of like a Horoscope
they say very vague things to fit everyone
Like when a girl says i want a nice guy
any guy can be nice
or a handsome guy; anyone can be handsome in your eyes
it's all about one person having feelings for another and the other person giving them a chance
then they start liking each other for each others "blah blah"
First person likes him or her for this an that
then 2nd person likes first person for this and that
and wah lah a relationship
my opionon on all of this
is anyone can be perfect for anyone
everyone is perfect for each other
its being open minded and taking risk
chances making choices
talking~
Everyone's thoughts are opinion, that are Vague to the wold

The Love Theory
is simple~
it's a big word
and were in a big world
love those close to you
love your boy/girl friend
treat everything like it will last forever
dont look back
I love you `the end :)

Holding Up Your Heart into the Sky -Guy Love

TOMORROW
are play auditions
i'm singing Guy love
its going to be so fun
i also convinced Vyanh to Audition yay :D
and this Friday is Heritage Night oh noooo
so much to doo

im actually to lazy to write anymore lawl

Scrubs makes me feel like a better human

I love scrubs
in every way possible
my favorite show :]
Every time i watch an episode i feel like i've become a better human
i'm going to make a booklet with all of JD's end monologues
it will be called JD's perspective on life :D
it will be such waste of time but oh well ^^
that's a summer goal

so i went on YouTube today
and i got the best message ever
it really made me feel good!

~the message:
Hi there ______ (dunno what to call you, sorry)

I just happened to stumble across your first video on YT and had a good laugh -- congratulations on achieving a 5-star PLUS rating from me, no bull! Being a bit of an old gas-bag, I tend to ramble on when I post comments, so thought I'd put my thoughts into a message instead of the usual small spaced Comment attached to the vid.

So, why am I rating you at 5+? Easy really -- you are so damn good, esp for your first effort. Let's take personality, and I don't think you are "copying" Kev or anyone else, as some suggested (you'll need to get used to knockers and haters if you intend to post more vids, which I certainly hope you will do). Yeah, there is some resemblance to Kev's manner, but that's just because your natural personalities are somewhat similar I would say. Yeah, bright and breezy, very natural manner of speaking.

Acting out your comments -- very well done -- you've put some thought into your actions, all appropriate, from juggling with your bag in front of your crotch to the very humorous manipulation of that super-size boner -- sorry, bottle -- demonstrating how to hide it from view, haha!

Choice of topic was very smart, guaranteeing to catch the eye of a large audience at first glance. What I admire here is the relaxed, natural way in which you handle your topic AFTER you've captured their first look. You manage to strike the right balance between humor and the reality of boner-embarrassing moments amongst teenage boys.

So -- congratulations once again, I've pushed the 5-star button, and subscribed, so am looking forward to your next video.

Best wishes from Rex.

it was very nice im going to make a new video soon ^^

One of my new Favorite Songs:
I'd Rather Be with You - Joshua Radin

Yar Har Left4Dead

It's been awhile since i blogged lol
well not really since like what wendesday i think?
well so let's start from Thursday

On Thursday i spent the whole day
checking my ipod
i was checking the tracking info on my new laptop
but i got it around 2 :]
it's so amazing :D
i love it~

Friday was a normal day
except that i slept over at Vincent's house that night
with Paulo and Tom
it was fun
just watched Anime all night
so it's whatever

Saturday- Valentine day
sucked...
no date
no fun :{
i love how i had the best plan for Valentines day
but it came to a fail

Sunday today
i went to Thys party and played Left4Dead all day
thats a bad game for you
it will keep you preoccupied for like hours
>>
its like losing life/living time

Ahh its been so awkward with this damn girl~
why do people talk so much ...
no talk INCORRECTLY
hahaha
whatever i'll fix things eventually

sometimes when i feel a little down or upset my Biff always makes me feel better
is it your essence?
i just feel better with you around

The Little Beats

Okay so i can't get Lyrics that great
it takes me longer to memorize and get Lyrics then people i hang out with
-cough- Vyanh & Calvin -Cough-
anyways i realized that i'm not so talented lyrics wise
but the music like the little beats the scratches the sounds i memorize all of them
without noticing it- like Ichigeki 2005 has so many little things
i memorize all of them;
in the car i was listening to it and i pointed out everything
on spot it was so weird >>
it barley pops up in my ipod but it was cool :]

You Bitch~
you talk to much;
it was suppose to be more fun
its all ruined
thanks (sike)
keep avoiding me
this will be fun
is this a grudge?
ruined everything=

Everybody is sick D:
feel better everyone :]
Curaga & Esuna on all party members :D
FF nerd FTW

ichegeki show in 05 so amazing
watch it
its very amazing
the people are Turn Tables :]

Chicks :P

Chicks~
Calvin pointed this out I DIDN'T Realize this
in the song 1234
1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you
1234? HAH
i thought that was cute. :]
So i love girls
there awesome?
lol
But Liking girls~
so bleh
everything is so COMPLICATED
this and that...

its funny though
i like it complicated
i like genius plans
and evil plots
and crazy amounts of time wasted
and code words
Metaphors
Flowers
THERE ALL SO FUN

i think liking a girl is fun
the thrill of the hunt some may say
but hunting gets tiring
and you eventually settle down
and love your prey? lawl
just kidding~

I think i only get a girl to like me when i don't like them
reason being-
When i like them i think
i think hard-
and i screw up
i suck
when their a friend it doesn't matter i can be silly
because at the end i don't care
i honestly hate that about myself
Im learning to be more Jansen even if i like them
Lately all the girls i've liked taught me something
1. Being a good boyfriend; not rushing; A lot of her feelings
2. Patience; Physical Hard Work; To go the distance; loving
3. Being a good Friend so she'll like me; Mind hard Work;

bleh to much thinking lately GAH

Chris Brown-Double Mint Gum

Omg i love this commercial it just looks so awesome :D

it reminds me of the ipod nano commercials the 2nd gen. when in the dark they like GLOW and LIGHT UP it was so cool, this commercial really caught my attention the lights; chris brown and the dancing nice-


Star tattoo :]
i want to somewhat look like this in the near future
Argile clothing
Star Tattoo!
cool hair

Lucas and Nathan

So i've been watching a lot of TV lately
since i've been having a lot of free time...
I started the Series "One Tree Hill" most of you have heard of it
I like how everyone i know who watches it favors to the character that
usually fits themselves more.
I would see myself more of Lucas, he seems to be the nice one..
lawl, i guess i'm saying i'm nice. Well at least not mean like Nathan
but Nathan has an inner nice person
and Lucas has an inner bad ass? XD
Still i feel like Lucas is just more me.
And i would so go for Brooke LAWL
shes hot 8D.

I hate it when a show puts
your situation infront of you
it's like seeing it all in a different perspective
and yet connecting with it Fully.

lately i've hated not society
and not humans
but more of certain groups of people
Ever feel like an Outkast?
i bet you have.
It's not the best feeling in the world,
The thing is i don't hate them
i hate the choices they make
the way they feel without fully comprehending the situation
and maybe not viewing it in another persons eyes
I hate how people treat others
Level 1: That immature kid, who annoys us
Level 2: Wow he seems to have problems let's be nicer
Level 3: Man! he knows we feel maybe we should treat him better
Level 4: Let's treat him like he's mature but hes obviously not smart enough to contribute
Level 5: Let's ignore him when we do personal things but we can't exclude him from school/club activities; that would be to mean
Level 6: Look's like he's out of our hair

Ever feel like the ones you care most are bastards
but you can't do anything about it?
why!? because you care to much to hurt them when they have enough problems

Ever know that their talking behind your back?
but you still don't want to hurt them so you shutup?
because i do

Ever feel like because your on Level 1 & feel like their assholes?
i sure do :]

Ever blamed for something that's not all your fault?
But, because your considerate on certain situations involving a change in life so you keep your mouth shut?
I bet you have one day or you will; but i sure have ;]

Ever feel like maybe your to nice and considerate on everything?
But you want to tell them everything so you write in a blog and say how you feel?
BUT AT the same time your not pointing anybody out.
that last one wasn't a question it was a statement-
lawl fuck you guys ^^

Funny story really;
You try to avoid them-
But that's no help,
And when you try to give it a chance
try to be nice-
they fart in your face
oh yeah i said fart
like gas that comes from the ass
but its funny the ass was on the face O.o
and the fart was the wrong words-
Maybe my blog can be my ass
and these words can be that fart
hopefully my fart smells a lot worst

~Try to lighten the mood
everyone seems so tense
Result: Level 4

~~~~change of pase
So i got this crush,
who makes me smile
who makes me laugh
who gives me the butterflies
who i have no chance with
lawl...
i think it's cute

When you feel like your closest friends would be there for you; when you need help
they honestly don't notice-
or maybe they do notice somethings up
but they believe you want your alone time
maybe i needed a hug
but i cant be like "DAWG I NEED A HUG"
maybe i can tilt my hat to the left
put on jeans that show my ass crack
and i can put a gun next to my penis
...nah not happening
I wish sometimes people would be more open

Oh here's a great story,
Oscar, Jared & Jojo-
thanks man. Yeah the people who are so immature
At times yeah, they can be so foolish.
but...there's something different from them and my "close friends"
See my "close friends" are so worried about how people see them
and worried about having fun
and needing more
and bullshit-
If i'm in pain what are you going to do?
uh i'm going to play hangman and give him his space
not even a pat on the back "hey how you doing?"
Oscar Jojo and Jared i'm going to call them the "Fishy Flakes"
(first thing i saw lawl)
So the Fishy Flakes; they don't care what people think about them
there not stuck in that circle of other's thoughts
and fun...
ITS EVERYWHERE
anything is fun
everything is fun
i love that
i can slide on the floor i can roll around
i can sit around and be with my friends and crack jokes all day long
and i'll be happy
they don't want more they don't need more.
and they especially don't need Drugs to be happy
because they have each others company as their anti-drug
i really envy them.
i spent a weekend with them
it honestly was so fun
Okay they can be immature and stupid sometimes
but at least they have the guts to talk.
when they see a friend down,
WHO cares if it looks like they want time alone
maybe the idiot judging this all isn't very smart...
You see a lonely person and you assume he wants time alone.
BECAUSE nothing is bothering him (correct?)
awesome-

i wish "my close friends"
would be happy with what they have
and appreciate every moment that's left
it wont last forever.
"fish flakes" go roll around and be idiots
all respect.
lifes judging you i'll tell you that
but you guys are to good for their words
you can take their words and blow your nose with it
but if your nose is an ass then well your wiping your ass :D

Hip-Hop Dancing is hot~
i wish i could be a awesome hip-hop dancer
i want to dance to:
"Welcome to the World" by Kevin Rudolf
it's a sweet song~

So i honestly felt helpless
standing by the telephone pole
Chocolate bear in one hand
and my cell phone in another.
Frankie texted me about my crush
she really does make me feel better about her
making me feel confident
telling me i have a chance
that made me feel a lot better
It also made me miss her-
you dick XD
i didn't see her bow
boo hoo
"You make me miss the bus; and spend an extra 30 minutes making my hair as perfect as it can get; you dick :]"

btw no point commenting i don't need to read it actually i wont read it so dont waste your time keep it to yourself Fish Flake way

Remind me one day to Finish the Bucket List!

Lately it seems like i've been making everyone
fall in love :D
i have a count of like... 5 people who talk to me
and now are more in love with the one they like/love or whatever
it's like at the end of the conversation
they are more motivated
they have that At the Moment Feeling
I even get it myself
I can honestly say i love this
Love in the air!
Why do i do this to people kekeke

Spanish Class Sucks

So Spanish CLASS SUCKS ASS
so damn boring
nothing to do...
gahhh
I installed so many papi like games on my itouch
because i was so damn bored...

So i just read Vyanh's blog about death,
I had a similar situation
but it wasn't from a movie-
in 5th grade they talked about how the Earth will explode and shit
and for some reason i was really upset
sad and idk why...
I just didn't want everything to blow up
and Life to come to an end.
If i was to die; i don't want to go to heaven or hell
i want to be a nice little spirit
and stay around and chill
:]
MAYBE BE INVOLVED WITH SHAMANS LAWL
okay maybe not that
but i would love to lose my feet and float around
with my hands always slouching.
I sometimes think about being a ghost and i feel like
dying because i would rather be a silly ghost then be a normal human
[sometimes i feel like that]
I think reincarnation is amazing
but i can't officially say i believe in it ...
mmhm

~ghost tails :D

~Please Snow~
[a lot]

Blog more later today

*later today*

sometimes i wish life was in a way fair
people thought similar
and followed that darn rule our kindergarten teacher told us
"Treat people the way you want to be treated"
For once i wish i could scratch your back
and maybe you can scratch mine.
I can try to be thoughtful only if you promise you will too.
But Life isn't fair and noone thinks like that,
People go for there own self victory
it's human nature
i wish i was another animal sometimes, then i wouldn't be involved in "Human Nature"
Oh what can i do,
Everytime i think of this situation I think of an Episode of Drake and Josh
when Josh broke Drake's Guitar and he had to get the new one signed.
He had to trick the bodyguard or make him look the other way, Thats what this reminds me of
Distracting the bodyguard. I mean that kind of thing is all over the media
but i just think of that one lol, it was something about like cupcakes or something like that lol
It's like i have to distract you to get to the lead guitarist.
with Cupcakes? - sigh
i'm just tired of it -bleh-
Or maybe i'm just complaining because i wasn't happy with Today
in general today was just to lame...

My Disappointments (from most depressing to least):
1. No Early Dismissal
2. Snow Stopped
3. No Guitar lesson from Vivian & Hannah
4. No excitement today
5. Bus Passed me this morning when i was right next to it
6. No Psp from Earvin
7. I forgot Chi Chi today
8. No bow from Vyanh

I hate feeling open at certain points of the day and being swept away, even if it's unintentional-
i think that's my biggest problem.


Goals:
~Start a Dance Team
~Learn Lucky on Guitar
~Control all my Emotions
~Cook the best Fried Rice

Chocolate Bear

Everybody i want you to meet my baby
Chocolate Bear...
That's my Guitar :D
yes i named my Guitar Chocolate Bear
hahahaha

Ever feel so good
so happy
like you just want to dance and prance around~!
well i feel that way for so many reasons!

REASON 1
I'm in love with Chocolate Bear :]
REASON 2
Calvin & Samantarr (thanks)
REASON 3
I meet a super cool person today (whos funny to talk to XD)
REASON 4
that super cool person is going to teach me DA GEITAR
REASON 5
I didn't bring my Pokemon Cards to school and i didn't care XD
REASON 6
Calvin requested this song that's explaining how i'm feeling and its so catchy
REASON 7
One Tree Hill <3

Keckleon <4

Dear Everyone,
Most people reading my blog. We usually are good friends, and you know you can come to me for anything. Anytime. Just give me the signal somethings upsetting you. I can always drop everything for you. :] doesn't everyone sometimes need a happy nice talk and explain all their problems! Spilling your feelings and thoughts makes everyone feel better. Why blogging is so fun :]

Passion

I wrote the books
I made the rules
Sang the songs
about love, or lack there of
I paint a picture
In your imagination
Made ya feel the way you do
But lately I've been so uninspired
Past and future I'm so tired of writing your song
Kept away from the now but now she's here
The feelings loud and clear
I think I'm in love

But Oh Vienna, Vienna
Why you have to be so far away
Why you have to make me feel this way
It's been so hard on me
Here in Vienna
Can we make it work or leave it be?
Never thought that I'd find love
Here in Vienna

See I've never been a fan of long distance relationships
Mainly cuz some people say it just won't work out
But baby let's break the myth, proving that we're strong enough
Cuz this just can't be summer love, no
See I've had enough
Of playin the same ol game
Nothing ever seems to change
But with you I feel something brand new
Can we take a chance on this
Or just cherish the days that we have left
What do we do? What do we do?

But Oh Vienna, Vienna
Why you have to be so far away
Why you have to make me feel this way
It's been so hard on me
Here in Vienna
Can we make it work or leave it be?
Never thought that I'd find love
Here in Vienna

Tell me would you take a chance with me
A chance on love
never thought that I'd find love in Vienna..

~That was "Oh Vienna" By Passion~

So today i finally got my first acoustic guitar
hooray
it looks so sexy :D
its like normal wooden design on the front but the back has a beautiful black shine
i'm in love kekeke

And my hero/idol for guitar-ing?
is Passion

Lemonade <4
Already in love <4
Oh Vienna<4
So Good to me <4
~and plenty of others

gahh so amazing

watch this video from Lemonade!!!!
I like this one because he tells the story of how he wrote the song
i wish one day i could write such an amazing perfect song~

"Sometimes in a relationships and sometimes in love we find the people that we love the people we care about exactly what we need at times."

to hear the really nice sounding perfect version go here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoAVM9bozBY&feature=related

List of Favorite songs [update]:
1. Lucky - Jason Mraz
2. Lemonade - Passion
3. I'm Yours [original] - Jason Mraz
4. PYT (Pretty Young Thing) - Micheal Jackson
5. Oh Vienna - Passion

lawl all Passion and Jason Mraz