Spanish Class Sucks

So Spanish CLASS SUCKS ASS
so damn boring
nothing to do...
gahhh
I installed so many papi like games on my itouch
because i was so damn bored...

So i just read Vyanh's blog about death,
I had a similar situation
but it wasn't from a movie-
in 5th grade they talked about how the Earth will explode and shit
and for some reason i was really upset
sad and idk why...
I just didn't want everything to blow up
and Life to come to an end.
If i was to die; i don't want to go to heaven or hell
i want to be a nice little spirit
and stay around and chill
:]
MAYBE BE INVOLVED WITH SHAMANS LAWL
okay maybe not that
but i would love to lose my feet and float around
with my hands always slouching.
I sometimes think about being a ghost and i feel like
dying because i would rather be a silly ghost then be a normal human
[sometimes i feel like that]
I think reincarnation is amazing
but i can't officially say i believe in it ...
mmhm

~ghost tails :D

~Please Snow~
[a lot]

Blog more later today

*later today*

sometimes i wish life was in a way fair
people thought similar
and followed that darn rule our kindergarten teacher told us
"Treat people the way you want to be treated"
For once i wish i could scratch your back
and maybe you can scratch mine.
I can try to be thoughtful only if you promise you will too.
But Life isn't fair and noone thinks like that,
People go for there own self victory
it's human nature
i wish i was another animal sometimes, then i wouldn't be involved in "Human Nature"
Oh what can i do,
Everytime i think of this situation I think of an Episode of Drake and Josh
when Josh broke Drake's Guitar and he had to get the new one signed.
He had to trick the bodyguard or make him look the other way, Thats what this reminds me of
Distracting the bodyguard. I mean that kind of thing is all over the media
but i just think of that one lol, it was something about like cupcakes or something like that lol
It's like i have to distract you to get to the lead guitarist.
with Cupcakes? - sigh
i'm just tired of it -bleh-
Or maybe i'm just complaining because i wasn't happy with Today
in general today was just to lame...

My Disappointments (from most depressing to least):
1. No Early Dismissal
2. Snow Stopped
3. No Guitar lesson from Vivian & Hannah
4. No excitement today
5. Bus Passed me this morning when i was right next to it
6. No Psp from Earvin
7. I forgot Chi Chi today
8. No bow from Vyanh

I hate feeling open at certain points of the day and being swept away, even if it's unintentional-
i think that's my biggest problem.


Goals:
~Start a Dance Team
~Learn Lucky on Guitar
~Control all my Emotions
~Cook the best Fried Rice