Lucas and Nathan

So i've been watching a lot of TV lately
since i've been having a lot of free time...
I started the Series "One Tree Hill" most of you have heard of it
I like how everyone i know who watches it favors to the character that
usually fits themselves more.
I would see myself more of Lucas, he seems to be the nice one..
lawl, i guess i'm saying i'm nice. Well at least not mean like Nathan
but Nathan has an inner nice person
and Lucas has an inner bad ass? XD
Still i feel like Lucas is just more me.
And i would so go for Brooke LAWL
shes hot 8D.

I hate it when a show puts
your situation infront of you
it's like seeing it all in a different perspective
and yet connecting with it Fully.

lately i've hated not society
and not humans
but more of certain groups of people
Ever feel like an Outkast?
i bet you have.
It's not the best feeling in the world,
The thing is i don't hate them
i hate the choices they make
the way they feel without fully comprehending the situation
and maybe not viewing it in another persons eyes
I hate how people treat others
Level 1: That immature kid, who annoys us
Level 2: Wow he seems to have problems let's be nicer
Level 3: Man! he knows we feel maybe we should treat him better
Level 4: Let's treat him like he's mature but hes obviously not smart enough to contribute
Level 5: Let's ignore him when we do personal things but we can't exclude him from school/club activities; that would be to mean
Level 6: Look's like he's out of our hair

Ever feel like the ones you care most are bastards
but you can't do anything about it?
why!? because you care to much to hurt them when they have enough problems

Ever know that their talking behind your back?
but you still don't want to hurt them so you shutup?
because i do

Ever feel like because your on Level 1 & feel like their assholes?
i sure do :]

Ever blamed for something that's not all your fault?
But, because your considerate on certain situations involving a change in life so you keep your mouth shut?
I bet you have one day or you will; but i sure have ;]

Ever feel like maybe your to nice and considerate on everything?
But you want to tell them everything so you write in a blog and say how you feel?
BUT AT the same time your not pointing anybody out.
that last one wasn't a question it was a statement-
lawl fuck you guys ^^

Funny story really;
You try to avoid them-
But that's no help,
And when you try to give it a chance
try to be nice-
they fart in your face
oh yeah i said fart
like gas that comes from the ass
but its funny the ass was on the face O.o
and the fart was the wrong words-
Maybe my blog can be my ass
and these words can be that fart
hopefully my fart smells a lot worst

~Try to lighten the mood
everyone seems so tense
Result: Level 4

~~~~change of pase
So i got this crush,
who makes me smile
who makes me laugh
who gives me the butterflies
who i have no chance with
lawl...
i think it's cute

When you feel like your closest friends would be there for you; when you need help
they honestly don't notice-
or maybe they do notice somethings up
but they believe you want your alone time
maybe i needed a hug
but i cant be like "DAWG I NEED A HUG"
maybe i can tilt my hat to the left
put on jeans that show my ass crack
and i can put a gun next to my penis
...nah not happening
I wish sometimes people would be more open

Oh here's a great story,
Oscar, Jared & Jojo-
thanks man. Yeah the people who are so immature
At times yeah, they can be so foolish.
but...there's something different from them and my "close friends"
See my "close friends" are so worried about how people see them
and worried about having fun
and needing more
and bullshit-
If i'm in pain what are you going to do?
uh i'm going to play hangman and give him his space
not even a pat on the back "hey how you doing?"
Oscar Jojo and Jared i'm going to call them the "Fishy Flakes"
(first thing i saw lawl)
So the Fishy Flakes; they don't care what people think about them
there not stuck in that circle of other's thoughts
and fun...
ITS EVERYWHERE
anything is fun
everything is fun
i love that
i can slide on the floor i can roll around
i can sit around and be with my friends and crack jokes all day long
and i'll be happy
they don't want more they don't need more.
and they especially don't need Drugs to be happy
because they have each others company as their anti-drug
i really envy them.
i spent a weekend with them
it honestly was so fun
Okay they can be immature and stupid sometimes
but at least they have the guts to talk.
when they see a friend down,
WHO cares if it looks like they want time alone
maybe the idiot judging this all isn't very smart...
You see a lonely person and you assume he wants time alone.
BECAUSE nothing is bothering him (correct?)
awesome-

i wish "my close friends"
would be happy with what they have
and appreciate every moment that's left
it wont last forever.
"fish flakes" go roll around and be idiots
all respect.
lifes judging you i'll tell you that
but you guys are to good for their words
you can take their words and blow your nose with it
but if your nose is an ass then well your wiping your ass :D

Hip-Hop Dancing is hot~
i wish i could be a awesome hip-hop dancer
i want to dance to:
"Welcome to the World" by Kevin Rudolf
it's a sweet song~

So i honestly felt helpless
standing by the telephone pole
Chocolate bear in one hand
and my cell phone in another.
Frankie texted me about my crush
she really does make me feel better about her
making me feel confident
telling me i have a chance
that made me feel a lot better
It also made me miss her-
you dick XD
i didn't see her bow
boo hoo
"You make me miss the bus; and spend an extra 30 minutes making my hair as perfect as it can get; you dick :]"

btw no point commenting i don't need to read it actually i wont read it so dont waste your time keep it to yourself Fish Flake way