Oh One Tree Hill you've done it again

Let's see here i haven't blogged in awhile
for a few reasons:
1. Keyboard can't handle my typing speed lol
2. Organizing Dare Day
3. To Much One Tree Hill & Heroes

So i don't know if i said this yet
but i made it into the play
i'm Bubbles the Flying Monkey King
and a Farm Hand :D

the singing is so boring but it's kind of fun
like idk i just feel so happy doing the play
it gets me oh so giddy
idk Eric, Sauliman, Devon, & Frankie make me feel so
welcome and in?
I mean Eric has always been very nice to me since day one
Sauliman has just been goofey since day one
Devon gives me random hugs and it's like no homo but it's cool
Frankie is just there for me
oh and Vyanh, it's fun to be with Vyanh all practice

It makes me sad that your leaving
it gets me really upset
i feel like for the first time i'm starting to get to know you
don't you?
And it's silly because i've known you for so damn long.
I took that time for granted sorry,
I remember the first day i meet you;
We were leaving Luther at the bus dock and you were dating Alex
i thought you were pretty :P
and then we left? i had a jar
then some random day during the summer i got you to come to Kyle and Mary's goodbye party
It was funny, becasue it was really hard to convince Jenny to invite you XD
but you came! and i hardly remember that day except for posing with Jonah...lol
Then the 8th grade came and

anyways-
Life feels so calm
one problem
i suck at school
im slowing down
idk what to do
it's so hard
sigh- fuck school lol
History - Missing Holocaust Museum picture; Graveyard project
English - Missing 2 short stories
Theater - I have a B...fuck (Rock Star day coming fast)
Chemistry - LOST i don't get anything. Finally turned in the lab
Gym - NEED TO FINISH MICHAEL PHELPS PAPER
Spanish - Who cares...
Geometry - Ms.Mac catching on to Madurinda HW Scandal
fuck i suck ><

Dare Day
It seems drama is finally cutting down
i hope it will be fun
sorry for being a pain the ass
sorry if i fail
sorry if i couldn't take all your ideas
sorry if i couldn't get you your perfect partner
sorry if i yelled at you
i was flamed. needed a chance to catch my breathe
i have my air tank now so flame me ;]
Yell and bitch at me i can take it
i'm doing partners and thanks for caring about me getting flamed
but OH WELL no matter what i was going to get it
so its all good

One Tree Hill -
Fuck Phelix

My Internal Drama -
wow i'm gay defending Lucas LOL
BROOKE IS THE BEST
Phelix is a bitch for hitting Lucas
i'm a chick...shit man

GoD news-
I fixed my chapstick
*i wrote god on purpose*

Food News-
Fuck i want a bagel

Mind News -
I'm Clear :]

Grinding my Gears-
Marijuana pot whatever
fuck it all
drugs all of it
make it go away it's all BS
thanks Tiff for being strong

Emotions in a song-
So you may think i'm a freak
but i treat all my songs as if they had feelings
and when i'm down i would go to one of my R&B friends to tell me how i'm feeling
when i feel like dancing my Hip-Hop friends got my back
lately they always know what i want;
great example right now it played
Mona Lisa (When the world comes down) - All American Rejects
nicely done...
i just love them all right now
im such a little freak...
I feel bad deleting songs


you hit me passion