Lately i've been having a lot of bad luck. everywhere and everything. why. it's so bad and it just keeps getting worst. i feel like crying. oh save me ><
-Gia was suppose to say yes to a date with me; but ended up being a no; and then never talking to me
-Noone picks me up to go to Khangs and was stuck at home
-Bird Almost poops on me
-I can't win any games at the Carnival
-wasted almost 40 dollars and won nothing
-Bird Poops on me
-Consantly Spraneing Ankel
-constant Wrist Pain
-Constant Neck Pain
-can't even win a watergun carnival game with cheating (loss to an old lady)
-Boat Ride stops working half way
-can't go on Warped Tour with Michelle
-First time Dropping my Cell phone after multiple Saves
-can't get a job because of my left arm
-Finding out my Grandpa might have Lung Cancer and could die
whyy...please i love him to much ><
Bad Luck Please go Away...
and there are so many more incidents these are the only ones i could remember.
Dreams-
I Woke up one night in the past week; and i just thought about my grandpa and how he could be gone soon and i can't deal with that because he means to much to me
I also had a dream about my old elementry school friend Niki and i was going to see her or something; i hope i don't see her. because if i do...my grandpa-
i also had a dream about my eyes turning red and being able to see amazing shit like a persons life level or someting like how there feelings and how long before there next injury and severioty of the injury; but this seems unlikely so i just hope i don't see Niki
Here lives a boy, a little boy. Who was raised to the age of 7 by his parents, Then his parents suddenly vanished. He was left in the care of his Nanny and Uncle. His parents taught him how to play the piano, he was a young prodigy. His Nanny was one of the nicest people in the world, she loved and she cared, the boy was like a son to her. His Uncle was a busy man, and was financially ready, he first started coming to the little boys house when he was 6 because he fell in love with the Nanny. When the boy's parents vanished the Uncle took care of him and as time went by the Nanny and the Uncle fell in love with each other. The Little Boy watched as his nanny and his uncle danced in the living room at night. Every step was so graceful and so wonderful. The soft calm music echoed in the background, the sound quality was a tad scratchy. but that didn't matter because everystep was so beautiful and the night went by as if every minute was just a tiny step followed by another step. The Nanny's head placed gently on The Uncle's shoulder. and as the vinyl reached the outter peek the music slowly came to a stop. Their arms stretched out and they were as far away as can be from each other, but their hands still clutching one anothers. Then the Nanny leaned in forward and the uncle followed her like a reflection and there lips touched. Her arms slowly wrapped around his neck while standing on her tippy toes and his arms slowly were placed on her hips and this what the little boy called Love.
Chapter 2
The Snowball
The little boy had no friends. He sat their at the window, staring, searching and seeking answers. What was his purpose? What did he need or have to do? It was snowing, the white flakes fell on the window plane. People walked around the block, none waved or said hi to the little boy in the townhouse window. They walked and walked, everyone had there mind set. A pupose or idea they must follow to go where they must. hours went by and still it snowed and still people walked by. The little boy sat and still stared and wondered, no answeres poped up. when all of a sudden something startled the boy! he shreiked in terror! a big blob of snow hit his window, unlike the others this blob was the size of his hand. This did not come from the sky, like the others! The blob slowly slid off the window and their in the blur of the leftover snow that was still on the window. A girl, a girl who looked about his age! she stood there giggling as she covered her mouth. Then she waved at him and ran off. He was so shocked all this happen so fast, by the time he waved at the girl she was already out of his sight. She had a purple bag and long beautiful black hair. Little blue ear muffs to cover her ears and a big puffy baby blue jacket. For the next few days the boy sat their and waited and waited, for the girl to come back. 2 days have pasted since she had thrown a snowball at his window. But he continued to stare and wait, then the girl she looked exactly the same walked by. She waved at him and this time he waved back. She went to his door and dropped a letter through the mail drop and ran away.
Chapter 3
Letters
The little boy opened up the letter. it wrote "hello my name is Lily, why do you look so lonely and sad? do you want to come outside and play in the snow with me? If you do then come outside and wait for me, i walk past your house when i come home from school." the boys lighted up like flares. He couldn't wait this could be his first friend! He then wrote a letter back to her. He put her letter in a tiny journal, it made him so happy, espically because the letter had this fragrence he could not describe. It was amazing and it gave his heart joy. That night during dinner he asked his Nanny if he could go outside to play in the snow. She said of course just remember to wear a jacket and bundle up. He couldn't sleep that night. He ran thoughts and prediction of the following day all night. Then morning came and he was ready to see her. He realized many hours needed to go by before she came by. He waited and waited always peeking at the clock. the clock finally hit 3 o' clok and he ran outside all ready a letter in his hands. he looked down the street and he saw a girl walking towards him. She was still really far. but then she noticed who it was and ran down the block. She saw the little boy and gave him a hug. The boy said hi Lily and she smiled. He gave her the letter and she put it in her purple purse. They played in the snow making angels and forts. She pulled out of her purse some string and made them both these little bracelets. She put a bead between the bracelets and tied around his arm. He helped tie hers around her arm too. This was the best day of the little boys life. Then the sky turned orange and it started to get dark. The little girl said sorry i have to go and she looked at him in the eyes. she gave him a little kiss on the cheek and ran off. Her armoa from her hair splashed in his face as his eyes started blankly in the horizon. His face was camoflogeing with the sky itself. He looked over and the girl was gone.
Chapter 4
Forever i'll Wait
The Girl never came back. Days and months went by and no sign of Lily. He waited and waited. Never has a snowball hit his window. nor has a letter arrived. The sidewalk remained of only strangers walking by. He stared at the bracelet she gave him. He played a song on the Piano dedicated just to her. The song was called "Mystline." As every day flew by he felt more and more purposeless and lonely. he sat at the window watching and waiting but nothing happened. One Morning he came downstairs and he found a letter on the floor of the door mat. he opened it up and the aroma of her beauty flushed in revidelising his memory of her. The letter read "I'm sorry i haven't came by. I've been busy moving. I won't be around anymore, i'm sorry. That one day we played together was the best day ever. I hope one day we see each other again, i'll come back to visit soon. Hopefully. I Don't know where i'm moving except that it's really far. If we ever see each other again we'll know because we still have our bracelets, i'll wear it forever." He vowed to wear his forever too. And Forever will be how long he will wait for her, forever and ever.
Chapter 5
Life Continues;
It's been a whole year now, still no show. He gave up and moved on. HE never forgot about her but he did continue living. He went to school and school was so much fun for him. He got friends and it was the joy of his life. He excelled in class and was highly intellegent. 3 years went by. He was 10 now, and he's basicaly forgtten all about Lily. Except when he looks down at his bracelet, and opens the notebook too find 2 letters from her. He will always remember her Aroma, that breathe taking one. It was mid May and he came to school, greeting his best friend and sitting down. Relaxed and awating a normal day to happen. The teacher walks in and says Class i have an announcement to make! we have a new student today! a young girl walks in through the door and waves and says hi to the class. Her name was Isabella. This is where i the Narrator retires. Kyle picks up the story in his eyes. She had brown hair curley at the ends, it was lucious and beautful. She sat at the desk to me and turned to me waved and smile. She greeted me and i waved back telling her my name. Class went by and all i could do all class was glance over at her. at the end of the day i looked over and she caught me, all day i've been sneaky but this time she caught me. She looked at me and smiled and giggled. Then she asked me if i wanted to walk her home. I immeditly agreed and we headed out the door together. Steping out of the school and i followed her as she guided me. we reached this neighboorhood a few blocks away from mine, she gave me a hug and walked inside. i walked home recalling our conversation. We talked about where she came from and how she was enjoying it here. I think it was a pretty good conversation. i walkd home happy and i slept happily too. I haven't felt these feelings since Lily and that was years ago. i Missed it so.
Chapter 6
Love
I went back to school next day and i sat their in my desk waiting for that special person to walk in. She walked in and it was as if my mind saw her as a model and the fan was blowing. Her jacket over her shoulder and her eyes glistered as she approached me. All school we wrote little notes to each other. Then i got this note all special and pink. As soon as she tossed it to me she turned red and looked the other way. I opened it and it said Kyle i wish you were my boyfriend <3. I turned red and the teacher called us and the class turned around. Both of us blushing she asked was their something we wanted to share with the class and both of us said no. I wrote back to her i wish she was my girlfriend too. and i guess from that moment on both our wishes came true. We liked to sit next to each other and hold hands. We liked to hug each other for long periods of time. it was the best i walkd her home from school everyday and this went on for a long time. One saturday i took her to the movie and yes i bought her the large popcorn. Nothing could be as perfect. That night i walked her home and she gave me a kiss on the lips. my heart bursted and it was amazing. I walked home as giddy as can be and as i reached my steps i saw someone sitting their. It didn't look like Nanny or Uncle. It was a Girl sitting at my steps i couldn't see her face becasue she was looking down. On her shoulder was a purple tote bag. I was closer now and she looked up at me. and she put her head on want palm of her hand and the other one waved at me. and on her wrist was a bracelet matching the exact one on my wrist.
I think that one day everyone in the world should lose something they take for granted. I mean not something like the women/man you love. or a family member. I mean your eye sight. your abillity to breathe normally. the abillity to hear. because i bet the people who can't hear or see appreciate that they can still do everything else.
Everyone loses friends. & family, & other belongings.
but what do you do once there gone?
a.) Fight for it
b.) Move on
Why do people (hate)
~envy/jelousy
People hate because they don't love enough
Love the small things
small things are the building blocks to the big
and the big are the everything
why cant we love the pointless small things we have
just like the poor children for the blind and deaf in africa
why cant we be little kids again
&enjoy everything
to make fun out of everything
do we fail because our goals dont intertwine anymore
intentions are tangled up
why do we talk so big about what we should and want to do
Samantha's leg is injured she can't play softball Welcome to the Club it sucks right and all i can tell you is not to be like me Patience is the best cure Something i lack= if you ever want to play softball then wait don't be a sad kid like me who believes he can do everything & anything.
&I'll try my best to always help you and make sure you heal properly
So lately don't feel very close to my friends and thats just my fault for one i don't try to fix it two i kinda don't want to fix it because i would have to go through this again & again three i guess i play the game of life bad for now i feel my only friends are my pokemon in Red Version and thats kind of sad- (Rufus, Magic-Jon, Flocks, Boogie, Hams) saddest birthday ever.
I wish i could help make Samantha's dream/image of us being together come true but most of them just dis-like me and i need to catch up to earvin who's been walking solo for awhile btw Calvin didn't mean to lie to you on saturday; i wasnt going to come but idk Samantha casted her "Samantha Magic"
saving a life- Passion you've saved my life so many times but we don't even know each other and sometimes your words are the little pieces i need
no point hiding it- i'm going to start acting and auditioning out of school first excitement
Recently i hated the people close to me maybe hates not the right word dislike- i've been ignoring you (as a group) going on my little guitar adventures skipping lunch mostly because i'm tired of being treated differently To be called out on to be the group idiot to be the only one whos so immature when clearly everyone around you are just as bad then this is followed by a come back like: Right Time, there not as bad, and blahblahblah but when is it a right time when everyones so moody who judges everything, where is the lord of the lands he can banish me just like Earvin and it's just not fair but lifes not fair Democracy doesn't exist in our daily life biased much, thanks for nothing&everything btw Calvin i'm happy
Vickie, Jim, Tyler & Jared you made me feel better a lot
One Day i shall Fly
One day i shall play Guitar like Passion and i will save thousands
My Theater buddies; idk there so funny it's like i fit perfectly with them Eric, Suliaman, & Devin you guys are bad ass i thought Lonnie hated me but shes cool XD Katies pretty cool too :D she plays a sick PEahhNO Sam, Erika and I have gotten close recently &thanks to Melindi, she put a smile on me today idk how she knew my name O.o i didn't even know hers -Bubbles
We shouldnt be sad or down- at least try not to lets take life and live it to the full extent Eaaagglleeee. As if tomorrow was the end of the world learn and embrace-
expression beats in my heart while the music flows in my vein
and then everything is all better
Love in the air smells like that one thing we wanted during our cold winter
Jansen What did you do today that was so great?
-I did 3 shows for Rock Star Day in theater -I sang and dance in the lunch line with Patu :D -I tried to brighten the spirit of those around me -I was exciting during Rehersals -I danced with Jim not just danced i painted the world with my feet and my hands my body was the brush and the floor was my canvas
and for once in months my flag was Dance
Music pumped my body jumped
for an hour of my life it's as if stress and pain was gone no drugs no alcohol just me myself and I
i was in a trance that was inspired by the things that make me, me the things we care most about
and wah lah! on the school tiles i saw Mona Lisa and she said to me "Well Done" and i fell to the ground Right foot in my arm pit and on the floor was no longer the beat of the music but my lungs catching up with my heart
Mr. Heart said to Mr. Lungs "You better Ketchup" hahaha :]
Tomorrow will be Beautiful; if you say so Playing:
little late but yay Quest Won i love Quest can't wait to get the shirt :]
anyways yesterday was Dare Day the long awaken event that went through drama doubts and blah blah
Sadly many people dropped out and at the last minute a few people couldn't make it but the people that went it was interesting and fun Security Guards got in the way :[ but we worked around it after Dare Day we went to Old Town to give cake and whatnot to Samantha because her birthday is today and stuff
So then i went home and what not and i was suppose to go back to samantha's house later that night but they didn't know if they were going to sleep yet or whatever and when i got there they were knocked out ...lawl strangely when walking to Earvin's house i find Lance wtf? lol and spend the rest of the night wandering with him and then meet up with Thuy Tucker and Samantha Hay and it was just a overall weird night lol
The fight of the conscience and the instinct/will/urge/and want conscience says no don't not yet but it IWUW says do it you got nothing to lose but what do i do- now the mind is like in the middle of a tug of war do i be risky or do i be safe better safe then sorry life's about risk sighh options choices blahhhhh lot's of people say follow your instincts but i also know my conscience is trying to be logical rah
"You hear the music fill the air, i'll put a flower in your hair" Lucky; Jason Mraz
"Every time i see the look in your eyes i feel theres something down from the skies" My Soldier Remix; Jaz Sarmiento
"Everytime you scream at me, i wanna kiss you" When Your Mad; Ne-Yo
"Like a Tall Glass of Lemonade, when it's burning hot on summer days- Let me tell you what she means to me, Kinda like the feeling after your first kiss but except that everyday she makes me feel like this" Lemonade; Passion
"1,2 step, 1,2 step now with the music moving to fast, grab my hand a little tighter don't be afraid to move a little closer" Yo (Excuse Me Miss); Chris Brown
"See I've never been a fan of long distance relationships Mainly cuz some people say it just won't work out But baby let's break the myth, proving that we're strong enough" Oh Vienna; Passion
"We like our fun and we never fight, you can dance and stay up tight, it's super natural delight" - Dancing in the Moonlight - Toploader
"All you gotta do is watch me, look at what i can do with my feet, baby feel the beat inside" Forever; Chris Brown
"Trying to find the magic, trying to write a classic waste bin full of paper, clever rhymes see you later " These Words - Natasha Bedingfield
"I'm taking a moment just imagining that i'm dancing with you" Butterfly - Jason Mraz
"Sunday morning rain is falling Steal some covers share some skin Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable" Sunday Mornings - Maroon 5
"Chickity China the Chinese chicken You have a drumstick and your brain stops tickin' Watchin' X-Files with no lights on" One Week - Barenaked Ladies
"Sit tight, I'm gonna need you to keep time, come on just snap snap snap your fingers for me. Good good, now we're making some progress come on just tap tap tap your toes to the beat" The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage - Panic! At the Disco
"when i'm feeling lonely sad as When I'm feeling lonely Sad as I can be All by myself on an uncharted island in an endless sea What makes me happy fills me up with glee those bones in my JAW! that don't have a flaw" Shiney Teeth and Me - Chip Skylark
One Tree Hill Theory yet again Girls change Boys that's the theory In One Tree Hill: Nathan use to be the bad ass of Tree Hill High and then he meet Haily and she turned him in to a polite nice guy. Felix use to be the new kid the pimp and the Ladies man now he is a dedicated boyfriend as soon as he started dating Brooke.
In Real Life (no names will be mentioned just symbols) ~@ was a kid before becoming close to #; # changed him in to a better guy ~$ was lovestruck after going through everything with % he started to be better person ~^ is still in love with & and is willing to be the greatest guy ever just for the love of & ~\ learned to love * and has fixed his bad parts, for her ~( was a crazy fool after meeting ) he is now a crazy fool in love ~= went through crap and everything was bad until + came along
i mean those were just my opinions; but for real girls change guys hmm wait no more like love changes people for the good and the bad i find it interesting to see the effects for a guy to go from a scrub to a man haircuts shaving? straight back respect ah people are...cool? XD
Why hello there beautiful snow~ No school Yippie! i get kind of annoyed when like 50 million people IM me NO SCHOOL why becasue my status says yay no school i obviously no and i'm enjoying myself lol but i mean whatever the excitement's adrenaline controls you i'm watching Heroes and people IM "DAWG NO SCHOOL" nooo my widescreen shrinks back to normal XD speaking of which i'm almost done with Heroes ^^ and Vyanh will soon catch up to me hahaha
I played Lucky the whole way through i'm so proud :] and i'm about to learn 2 new songs: *Pokemon Rap *I'd Rather Be With You - Joshua Radin i looked up the chords for I'd Rather be with You but i don't know how to play B boo hoo i'm going to try to learn soon
i<3Samantha's hair ^^
i'm thinking of experimenting with my hair; should i?
oh Scrubs starts this week~ Scrub night makes me so darn happy
I one day want to get some fresh kicks and some Nikes for dancing i want more asian clothing as in argyle hahaha
God made me God put a boy with groove and moves but bad arms and bad lungs why be a bboy if i can swipe in the air and windmill the waves away why... he put the cursed jacket in my arms the music in my itunes and the perfect space but its like giving a boy super smash bros. Brawl but all the Wii's are sold out no no no it's like giving a boy a Nintendo Wii and Brawl but the factory forgot to give him a Wiimote and it's Christmas night Damn it why- it seems i lost it all but why am i better i can do swipes on to my feet a still pump the beat i can do 2 times as many crickets as before wtf...
Let's see here i haven't blogged in awhile for a few reasons: 1. Keyboard can't handle my typing speed lol 2. Organizing Dare Day 3. To Much One Tree Hill & Heroes
So i don't know if i said this yet but i made it into the play i'm Bubbles the Flying Monkey King and a Farm Hand :D
the singing is so boring but it's kind of fun like idk i just feel so happy doing the play it gets me oh so giddy idk Eric, Sauliman, Devon, & Frankie make me feel so welcome and in? I mean Eric has always been very nice to me since day one Sauliman has just been goofey since day one Devon gives me random hugs and it's like no homo but it's cool Frankie is just there for me oh and Vyanh, it's fun to be with Vyanh all practice
It makes me sad that your leaving it gets me really upset i feel like for the first time i'm starting to get to know you don't you? And it's silly because i've known you for so damn long. I took that time for granted sorry, I remember the first day i meet you; We were leaving Luther at the bus dock and you were dating Alex i thought you were pretty :P and then we left? i had a jar then some random day during the summer i got you to come to Kyle and Mary's goodbye party It was funny, becasue it was really hard to convince Jenny to invite you XD but you came! and i hardly remember that day except for posing with Jonah...lol Then the 8th grade came and
anyways- Life feels so calm one problem i suck at school im slowing down idk what to do it's so hard sigh- fuck school lol History - Missing Holocaust Museum picture; Graveyard project English - Missing 2 short stories Theater - I have a B...fuck (Rock Star day coming fast) Chemistry - LOST i don't get anything. Finally turned in the lab Gym - NEED TO FINISH MICHAEL PHELPS PAPER Spanish - Who cares... Geometry - Ms.Mac catching on to Madurinda HW Scandal fuck i suck ><
Dare Day It seems drama is finally cutting down i hope it will be fun sorry for being a pain the ass sorry if i fail sorry if i couldn't take all your ideas sorry if i couldn't get you your perfect partner sorry if i yelled at you i was flamed. needed a chance to catch my breathe i have my air tank now so flame me ;] Yell and bitch at me i can take it i'm doing partners and thanks for caring about me getting flamed but OH WELL no matter what i was going to get it so its all good
One Tree Hill - Fuck Phelix
My Internal Drama - wow i'm gay defending Lucas LOL BROOKE IS THE BEST Phelix is a bitch for hitting Lucas i'm a chick...shit man
GoD news- I fixed my chapstick *i wrote god on purpose*
Food News- Fuck i want a bagel
Mind News - I'm Clear :]
Grinding my Gears- Marijuana pot whatever fuck it all drugs all of it make it go away it's all BS thanks Tiff for being strong
Emotions in a song- So you may think i'm a freak but i treat all my songs as if they had feelings and when i'm down i would go to one of my R&B friends to tell me how i'm feeling when i feel like dancing my Hip-Hop friends got my back lately they always know what i want; great example right now it played Mona Lisa (When the world comes down) - All American Rejects nicely done... i just love them all right now im such a little freak... I feel bad deleting songs
. . . . . . . . . . . . . life is falling down to the ground- as if the world is falling dot by dot on to me- like a huge boulder- life sucks because of one very huge reason a boulder of a reason it leads me to say that my chapstick neither goes up nor down when twisted upon i have very chapped lips damnit world
WOO so yesterday was Heritage Night and it was fun even though i was like in one act it was still Fun :D i also had Callbacks for The Play i read lines for Oz Mr.Reed said: "Your great! i cant wait to see you on stage" Nice words :D waiting for callbacks was like a COMPLETE waste of time >> well i mean i got to hang out with Vyanh but like we should have been practicing for Heritage show so us just doing nothing AS NOT PRACTICING was yeahh... but we got the dance correct so whatever I GUESS IT wasnt a waste of time it was Vyanh&Jansen bonding time? why do i talk to myself on my blog like im having a one man conversation ...
TODAY was my little sisters Birthday and we went to FUDDFUCKERS FUCKDUCKERS rockersfud K-Mart O.O FUCKRUCKAS damn Ruckas is a cool work "Yo Dawgs im a Ruckaa?" ANYWAYS then we went to Party store and got glow sticks? and Davids house for a rave sadly i left early and snuck back but then i was in the mood to rave boo ANYWAYS rest of the day was blah whatever oh wait nooo i had a fun ride talking with Robert
Life Perspective: the world was made with gravity and physics and chemicals and .etc for one reason so Humans can discover and master and use to our advantage our limps only move a certain degree angle direction so when we dance we have limitations we get hurt so we can get scared of pain and gain courage to keep going but over time we evolve Humans start spinning on their heads and use physics and motion to Rave they discover Echo and make instruments and use echo to project a sound Then humans discover FIRE where now we can cook bake .etc Humans Discover weight and work out There Muscles get Harder Life gets Better everything moves Faster and there considered Stronger They launch into space cars drift everything evolves We are Amazing
Lets Just Dance Fuck Guys pickles Oh Dane Cook
a few more months and everything is going to...change *scared*
Sooooo i was talking to Tiff about Relationships *for some reason i read Tifa when i wrote Tiff's name* anyways so i had a theory about Relationships please dont like criticize me on it at least good constructive criticism not BS :]
well here it is: *currently playing Lemonade By Passion*
Everyone is a perfect match for each other, What you want in the other person can be accomplished by anyone Kind of like a Horoscope they say very vague things to fit everyone Like when a girl says i want a nice guy any guy can be nice or a handsome guy; anyone can be handsome in your eyes it's all about one person having feelings for another and the other person giving them a chance then they start liking each other for each others "blah blah" First person likes him or her for this an that then 2nd person likes first person for this and that and wah lah a relationship my opionon on all of this is anyone can be perfect for anyone everyone is perfect for each other its being open minded and taking risk chances making choices talking~ Everyone's thoughts are opinion, that are Vague to the wold
The Love Theory is simple~ it's a big word and were in a big world love those close to you love your boy/girl friend treat everything like it will last forever dont look back I love you `the end :)
TOMORROW are play auditions i'm singing Guy love its going to be so fun i also convinced Vyanh to Audition yay :D and this Friday is Heritage Night oh noooo so much to doo
I love scrubs in every way possible my favorite show :] Every time i watch an episode i feel like i've become a better human i'm going to make a booklet with all of JD's end monologues it will be called JD's perspective on life :D it will be such waste of time but oh well ^^ that's a summer goal
so i went on YouTube today and i got the best message ever it really made me feel good!
~the message: Hi there ______ (dunno what to call you, sorry)
I just happened to stumble across your first video on YT and had a good laugh -- congratulations on achieving a 5-star PLUS rating from me, no bull! Being a bit of an old gas-bag, I tend to ramble on when I post comments, so thought I'd put my thoughts into a message instead of the usual small spaced Comment attached to the vid.
So, why am I rating you at 5+? Easy really -- you are so damn good, esp for your first effort. Let's take personality, and I don't think you are "copying" Kev or anyone else, as some suggested (you'll need to get used to knockers and haters if you intend to post more vids, which I certainly hope you will do). Yeah, there is some resemblance to Kev's manner, but that's just because your natural personalities are somewhat similar I would say. Yeah, bright and breezy, very natural manner of speaking.
Acting out your comments -- very well done -- you've put some thought into your actions, all appropriate, from juggling with your bag in front of your crotch to the very humorous manipulation of that super-size boner -- sorry, bottle -- demonstrating how to hide it from view, haha!
Choice of topic was very smart, guaranteeing to catch the eye of a large audience at first glance. What I admire here is the relaxed, natural way in which you handle your topic AFTER you've captured their first look. You manage to strike the right balance between humor and the reality of boner-embarrassing moments amongst teenage boys.
So -- congratulations once again, I've pushed the 5-star button, and subscribed, so am looking forward to your next video.
Best wishes from Rex.
it was very nice im going to make a new video soon ^^
One of my new Favorite Songs: I'd Rather Be with You - Joshua Radin
It's been awhile since i blogged lol well not really since like what wendesday i think? well so let's start from Thursday
On Thursday i spent the whole day checking my ipod i was checking the tracking info on my new laptop but i got it around 2 :] it's so amazing :D i love it~
Friday was a normal day except that i slept over at Vincent's house that night with Paulo and Tom it was fun just watched Anime all night so it's whatever
Saturday- Valentine day sucked... no date no fun :{ i love how i had the best plan for Valentines day but it came to a fail
Sunday today i went to Thys party and played Left4Dead all day thats a bad game for you it will keep you preoccupied for like hours >> its like losing life/living time
Ahh its been so awkward with this damn girl~ why do people talk so much ... no talk INCORRECTLY hahaha whatever i'll fix things eventually
sometimes when i feel a little down or upset my Biff always makes me feel better is it your essence? i just feel better with you around
Okay so i can't get Lyrics that great it takes me longer to memorize and get Lyrics then people i hang out with -cough- Vyanh & Calvin -Cough- anyways i realized that i'm not so talented lyrics wise but the music like the little beats the scratches the sounds i memorize all of them without noticing it- like Ichigeki 2005 has so many little things i memorize all of them; in the car i was listening to it and i pointed out everything on spot it was so weird >> it barley pops up in my ipod but it was cool :]
You Bitch~ you talk to much; it was suppose to be more fun its all ruined thanks (sike) keep avoiding me this will be fun is this a grudge? ruined everything=
Everybody is sick D: feel better everyone :] Curaga & Esuna on all party members :D FF nerd FTW
ichegeki show in 05 so amazing watch it its very amazing the people are Turn Tables :]
Chicks~ Calvin pointed this out I DIDN'T Realize this in the song 1234 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you 1234? HAH i thought that was cute. :] So i love girls there awesome? lol But Liking girls~ so bleh everything is so COMPLICATED this and that...
its funny though i like it complicated i like genius plans and evil plots and crazy amounts of time wasted and code words Metaphors Flowers THERE ALL SO FUN
i think liking a girl is fun the thrill of the hunt some may say but hunting gets tiring and you eventually settle down and love your prey? lawl just kidding~
I think i only get a girl to like me when i don't like them reason being- When i like them i think i think hard- and i screw up i suck when their a friend it doesn't matter i can be silly because at the end i don't care i honestly hate that about myself Im learning to be more Jansen even if i like them Lately all the girls i've liked taught me something 1. Being a good boyfriend; not rushing; A lot of her feelings 2. Patience; Physical Hard Work; To go the distance; loving 3. Being a good Friend so she'll like me; Mind hard Work;
Omg i love this commercial it just looks so awesome :D
it reminds me of the ipod nano commercials the 2nd gen. when in the dark they like GLOW and LIGHT UP it was so cool, this commercial really caught my attention the lights; chris brown and the dancing nice- Star tattoo :] i want to somewhat look like this in the near future Argile clothing Star Tattoo! cool hair
So i've been watching a lot of TV lately since i've been having a lot of free time... I started the Series "One Tree Hill" most of you have heard of it I like how everyone i know who watches it favors to the character that usually fits themselves more. I would see myself more of Lucas, he seems to be the nice one.. lawl, i guess i'm saying i'm nice. Well at least not mean like Nathan but Nathan has an inner nice person and Lucas has an inner bad ass? XD Still i feel like Lucas is just more me. And i would so go for Brooke LAWL shes hot 8D.
I hate it when a show puts your situation infront of you it's like seeing it all in a different perspective and yet connecting with it Fully.
lately i've hated not society and not humans but more of certain groups of people Ever feel like an Outkast? i bet you have. It's not the best feeling in the world, The thing is i don't hate them i hate the choices they make the way they feel without fully comprehending the situation and maybe not viewing it in another persons eyes I hate how people treat others Level 1: That immature kid, who annoys us Level 2: Wow he seems to have problems let's be nicer Level 3: Man! he knows we feel maybe we should treat him better Level 4: Let's treat him like he's mature but hes obviously not smart enough to contribute Level 5: Let's ignore him when we do personal things but we can't exclude him from school/club activities; that would be to mean Level 6: Look's like he's out of our hair
Ever feel like the ones you care most are bastards but you can't do anything about it? why!? because you care to much to hurt them when they have enough problems
Ever know that their talking behind your back? but you still don't want to hurt them so you shutup? because i do
Ever feel like because your on Level 1 & feel like their assholes? i sure do :]
Ever blamed for something that's not all your fault? But, because your considerate on certain situations involving a change in life so you keep your mouth shut? I bet you have one day or you will; but i sure have ;]
Ever feel like maybe your to nice and considerate on everything? But you want to tell them everything so you write in a blog and say how you feel? BUT AT the same time your not pointing anybody out. that last one wasn't a question it was a statement- lawl fuck you guys ^^
Funny story really; You try to avoid them- But that's no help, And when you try to give it a chance try to be nice- they fart in your face oh yeah i said fart like gas that comes from the ass but its funny the ass was on the face O.o and the fart was the wrong words- Maybe my blog can be my ass and these words can be that fart hopefully my fart smells a lot worst
~Try to lighten the mood everyone seems so tense Result: Level 4
~~~~change of pase So i got this crush, who makes me smile who makes me laugh who gives me the butterflies who i have no chance with lawl... i think it's cute
When you feel like your closest friends would be there for you; when you need help they honestly don't notice- or maybe they do notice somethings up but they believe you want your alone time maybe i needed a hug but i cant be like "DAWG I NEED A HUG" maybe i can tilt my hat to the left put on jeans that show my ass crack and i can put a gun next to my penis ...nah not happening I wish sometimes people would be more open
Oh here's a great story, Oscar, Jared & Jojo- thanks man. Yeah the people who are so immature At times yeah, they can be so foolish. but...there's something different from them and my "close friends" See my "close friends" are so worried about how people see them and worried about having fun and needing more and bullshit- If i'm in pain what are you going to do? uh i'm going to play hangman and give him his space not even a pat on the back "hey how you doing?" Oscar Jojo and Jared i'm going to call them the "Fishy Flakes" (first thing i saw lawl) So the Fishy Flakes; they don't care what people think about them there not stuck in that circle of other's thoughts and fun... ITS EVERYWHERE anything is fun everything is fun i love that i can slide on the floor i can roll around i can sit around and be with my friends and crack jokes all day long and i'll be happy they don't want more they don't need more. and they especially don't need Drugs to be happy because they have each others company as their anti-drug i really envy them. i spent a weekend with them it honestly was so fun Okay they can be immature and stupid sometimes but at least they have the guts to talk. when they see a friend down, WHO cares if it looks like they want time alone maybe the idiot judging this all isn't very smart... You see a lonely person and you assume he wants time alone. BECAUSE nothing is bothering him (correct?) awesome-
i wish "my close friends" would be happy with what they have and appreciate every moment that's left it wont last forever. "fish flakes" go roll around and be idiots all respect. lifes judging you i'll tell you that but you guys are to good for their words you can take their words and blow your nose with it but if your nose is an ass then well your wiping your ass :D
Hip-Hop Dancing is hot~ i wish i could be a awesome hip-hop dancer i want to dance to: "Welcome to the World" by Kevin Rudolf it's a sweet song~
So i honestly felt helpless standing by the telephone pole Chocolate bear in one hand and my cell phone in another. Frankie texted me about my crush she really does make me feel better about her making me feel confident telling me i have a chance that made me feel a lot better It also made me miss her- you dick XD i didn't see her bow boo hoo "You make me miss the bus; and spend an extra 30 minutes making my hair as perfect as it can get; you dick :]"
btw no point commenting i don't need to read it actually i wont read it so dont waste your time keep it to yourself Fish Flake way
Lately it seems like i've been making everyone fall in love :D i have a count of like... 5 people who talk to me and now are more in love with the one they like/love or whatever it's like at the end of the conversation they are more motivated they have that At the Moment Feeling I even get it myself I can honestly say i love this Love in the air! Why do i do this to people kekeke
So Spanish CLASS SUCKS ASS so damn boring nothing to do... gahhh I installed so many papi like games on my itouch because i was so damn bored...
So i just read Vyanh's blog about death, I had a similar situation but it wasn't from a movie- in 5th grade they talked about how the Earth will explode and shit and for some reason i was really upset sad and idk why... I just didn't want everything to blow up and Life to come to an end. If i was to die; i don't want to go to heaven or hell i want to be a nice little spirit and stay around and chill :] MAYBE BE INVOLVED WITH SHAMANS LAWL okay maybe not that but i would love to lose my feet and float around with my hands always slouching. I sometimes think about being a ghost and i feel like dying because i would rather be a silly ghost then be a normal human [sometimes i feel like that] I think reincarnation is amazing but i can't officially say i believe in it ... mmhm
~ghost tails :D
~Please Snow~ [a lot]
Blog more later today
*later today*
sometimes i wish life was in a way fair people thought similar and followed that darn rule our kindergarten teacher told us "Treat people the way you want to be treated" For once i wish i could scratch your back and maybe you can scratch mine. I can try to be thoughtful only if you promise you will too. But Life isn't fair and noone thinks like that, People go for there own self victory it's human nature i wish i was another animal sometimes, then i wouldn't be involved in "Human Nature" Oh what can i do, Everytime i think of this situation I think of an Episode of Drake and Josh when Josh broke Drake's Guitar and he had to get the new one signed. He had to trick the bodyguard or make him look the other way, Thats what this reminds me of Distracting the bodyguard. I mean that kind of thing is all over the media but i just think of that one lol, it was something about like cupcakes or something like that lol It's like i have to distract you to get to the lead guitarist. with Cupcakes? - sigh i'm just tired of it -bleh- Or maybe i'm just complaining because i wasn't happy with Today in general today was just to lame...
My Disappointments (from most depressing to least): 1. No Early Dismissal 2. Snow Stopped 3. No Guitar lesson from Vivian & Hannah 4. No excitement today 5. Bus Passed me this morning when i was right next to it 6. No Psp from Earvin 7. I forgot Chi Chi today 8. No bow from Vyanh
I hate feeling open at certain points of the day and being swept away, even if it's unintentional- i think that's my biggest problem.
Goals: ~Start a Dance Team ~Learn Lucky on Guitar ~Control all my Emotions ~Cook the best Fried Rice
Everybody i want you to meet my baby Chocolate Bear... That's my Guitar :D yes i named my Guitar Chocolate Bear hahahaha
Ever feel so good so happy like you just want to dance and prance around~! well i feel that way for so many reasons!
REASON 1 I'm in love with Chocolate Bear :] REASON 2 Calvin & Samantarr (thanks) REASON 3 I meet a super cool person today (whos funny to talk to XD) REASON 4 that super cool person is going to teach me DA GEITAR REASON 5 I didn't bring my Pokemon Cards to school and i didn't care XD REASON 6 Calvin requested this song that's explaining how i'm feeling and its so catchy REASON 7 One Tree Hill <3
Keckleon <4
Dear Everyone, Most people reading my blog. We usually are good friends, and you know you can come to me for anything. Anytime. Just give me the signal somethings upsetting you. I can always drop everything for you. :] doesn't everyone sometimes need a happy nice talk and explain all their problems! Spilling your feelings and thoughts makes everyone feel better. Why blogging is so fun :]
I wrote the books I made the rules Sang the songs about love, or lack there of I paint a picture In your imagination Made ya feel the way you do But lately I've been so uninspired Past and future I'm so tired of writing your song Kept away from the now but now she's here The feelings loud and clear I think I'm in love
But Oh Vienna, Vienna Why you have to be so far away Why you have to make me feel this way It's been so hard on me Here in Vienna Can we make it work or leave it be? Never thought that I'd find love Here in Vienna
See I've never been a fan of long distance relationships Mainly cuz some people say it just won't work out But baby let's break the myth, proving that we're strong enough Cuz this just can't be summer love, no See I've had enough Of playin the same ol game Nothing ever seems to change But with you I feel something brand new Can we take a chance on this Or just cherish the days that we have left What do we do? What do we do?
But Oh Vienna, Vienna Why you have to be so far away Why you have to make me feel this way It's been so hard on me Here in Vienna Can we make it work or leave it be? Never thought that I'd find love Here in Vienna Tell me would you take a chance with me A chance on love never thought that I'd find love in Vienna..
~That was "Oh Vienna" By Passion~
So today i finally got my first acoustic guitar hooray it looks so sexy :D its like normal wooden design on the front but the back has a beautiful black shine i'm in love kekeke
And my hero/idol for guitar-ing? is Passion
Lemonade <4 Already in love <4 Oh Vienna<4 So Good to me <4 ~and plenty of others
gahh so amazing
watch this video from Lemonade!!!! I like this one because he tells the story of how he wrote the song i wish one day i could write such an amazing perfect song~
"Sometimes in a relationships and sometimes in love we find the people that we love the people we care about exactly what we need at times."
to hear the really nice sounding perfect version go here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoAVM9bozBY&feature=related
List of Favorite songs [update]: 1. Lucky - Jason Mraz 2. Lemonade - Passion 3. I'm Yours [original] - Jason Mraz 4. PYT (Pretty Young Thing) - Micheal Jackson 5. Oh Vienna - Passion
So it was Brenda's Birthday Party today and all my bboy buddies was there i guess it was time to take my last bboy stance All party it seemed like i was getting pressured to go in but i resisted and resisted finally i was like if Tommy goes then i'll go Tommy went LOL so i went XD and first time i went holy shit i was so unbalanced it was a feeling like never before i was unsteady unsure confused ><
~~~Blog will continue later i want some bagels kekeke [10:28pm]
Those were some delicious bagels GOOD THING THEY WEREN'T COVERED IN BUTTER *cough* *cough* Samantaaa :D
"all work and no play makes jack a dull boy" said Amy; it makes sense now i guess i don't want to force myself to be dull and i do need that right balance but sighhh it feels like so much work so much thinking i just hope one day i get it right please forgive me until then
Oh the everyday love story it feels as if only 1/6th of relationships actually become official it's so sad ;[ but isn't it the love that makes you get up everyday and try your best in the morning and buy an extra pack of peppermints XD isn't it what gets you though the boring day¿ i think so at least i guess everybody is tired of the love story blah blah blah blah idk i'm not LOL i still love them i think there fun and interesting
~~~Fried Rice and Bagels BBL [10:58pm]
I think the funniest part of today was when we were watching Jojo & Sang battle these 2 7th graders. it was funny because Seng would go "okay crowd decides who wins" it was obvious the 7th graders had more cheers but he would declare a tie breakers making them Dance more. After the Tie Breaker it was still obvious the 7th graders had the upper hand in cheers yet Seng still declared it a Tie Breakers! LMAO that guy is so funny; The 7th graders are like THATS ENOUGH NO MORE TIE BREAKERS! Me and oscar were talking about scenarios of what could happen these were the scenarios! 1. They go through over 60,000 tie breakers 2. One guy gets disqualified and that team is happy they can finally stop dancing but then seng saids SINCE YOU GOT DISQUALIFIED that means we must have another TIE BREAKER 3. He uses synonyms like "Sudden Death Match, or Time Attack!? LOL" Oh today was such a stupid silly day
Woot i gots another Bracelet from Visoda the girl who reads my blog so when i talk to her she knows my whole life already HAHAHA well she made me a nice new bracelet for my left hand Vyanh's still my nice on my right hand Ironic that Brenda Just IMed me asking what my favorite 4 colors were i remember Vyanh asked me that awhile back HAHAHA i told Brenda i already had a bracelet with my 4 favorite colors hahaha her mission fail LOL i drew it myself kekeke i accidently spelled HOOTICE wrong ;[
It's seems like the coming of age an era for change but it just doesn't feel right- but at the same time it feels right- Maybe i should follow up on what Amy said if she sees me better maybe i should act better more often, a lot of people see me as just a foolish fool? but when i'm serious and upset i can be Atticus? (f***ing Tiff) Maybe i should be more serious more often? more mature, but then it wouldn't be fun and i only act the way i do, to lighten up the room and keep everyone happy I must be a full time actor... But idk if i want to be like this, to act silly Silly is what people see me as and it would be sad for me to be normal like everyone else, I don't want to be dull but i don't want to seem like a fool to everyone sigh idk, oh Amy what should i do...
So i'm being removed from the gym for the rest of 3rd quarter i'm going to be in the EW library darn you Ms.Woodson
Everyone been so down lately from this to that it's like everyone is dropping tears i really can't wait for this whole thing to end and hopefully everything will be...better?
Aren't you so proud of me, i watched Oscar Jared and Jason break today but i didn't join it oh i wanted too so badly i wanted to try windmills but i didn't >> sighhh
Time to put away the pokemon cards Time to put the dancers shoes in the display cabinet Time to hang the bboy Jacket Time to hopefully be a better person
i love when someone cares to much i think its cute <4 i love poking Jiwon i like her sqwirm and screech it's adorable <4
i wish i wish with all my heart that one day i can do a backflip on to my head like Ryanmay ^^ (1:44 best part)
So i had this crazy dream it was telling me so many weird things the question was why i get crazy hair cuts and the ultimate answer my dream told me was for chicks? but then it made me think why go though so much hard work >> it made me kinda miss my old hair :[ simple and easy to take care of i think this is going to be my last crazy haircut and plus i dont need chicks ^^
Amy Tran aka May Chen can probably be one of the greatest people i've ever meet besides Jack Sparrow...okay i didn't meet Jack Sparrow :[ It seems like shes doing so much for us but she's miles and miles away... Why do we have to put her in these situations-
I was feeling horrible-doodoo ish and i call her to talk and yet she turned it all around and made me feel so much better and for that i thank her, so Thank you
She's been watching everybody even from a far, why does she spend her time doing that she could be doing so much more it's the fact that she cares about us... and all she wants is us to grow and be better No more Drugs No more Drinking is it really needed to make yourself feel better- You can do so much better then that, everyone can
Amy told me i've grown so much, from being a kid like the rest of the foolish bboys to someone better? more of an adult and that made me feel better, that at least one person out everyone else could for once stop thinking down of me, to think maybe behind this silly guy can be someone who is more mature and for that i thank you yet again Amy.
Everyones going though rough times right now and Amy said that if we all have to go though it, then at least at the end- we hopefully have grown to be a better person to be stronger to have more self control to be drug free to be in general a better person
and another thing if your unhappy then you should do something about it don't wait for some miracle to happen because miracles happen only once in awhile and theres not enough to make everybody happy so if you want to be happy fight for it do something about it it'll hopefully be all worth it at the end
Amy your the best and thanks again you really did make me feel so much better
I been blogging to much well i guess it's cause i have to many emotions sometimes i'm happy and other times i'm upset and it's fun to reread and know how i felt in the past
Well i feel so much better thanks to Calvin and Tiff they both gave me some Karma Points ^^ 100 from Calvin and 200 From Tiff Tiff Keeps calling me Aticus from "How to Kill a Mockingbird" YES IT'S A MANUAL :D *keke Killing Mockingbirds for dummies*
So i feel like i need a happy entry since right now i'm in a good mood? and i guess i should have a happy entry- Idk why i'm happy though :D
So I remember in the past i talked to Jiwon about what we want in guys/girls and i went back into the logger and pulled out what we both wrote and added a few things from a previous blog This is the official list of things i want to do with my girlfriend :D
~I want to watch Disney Movies with her (all the Disney movies) ~To worry about nothing only to be relieved later ~I want to sing and play her a song ~I want her to be someone who's there for me when the day is rainy ~I want to cook food with her & hold her from behind while she does the parts i suck at ~I want her to sit on my lap and hold my hand when we watch something on TV ~I want us to have a playlist of all our mutual favorite songs ~I want to take her on a date to a nice restaurant ~I want us to solve all our drama/problems ~I want to give her a good night kiss ~I want to snuggle :D ~I want to be there for her when a friend gives her problems ~I want us to be able to look at each other and know there's something wrong ~I want us to have our own Album on Facebook ~I want us to be together & still not lose sight of our friends ~I want us to make Mix Cd's for each other so our ipods will be full ~I want to hold her hand in the hallways in the mall in the street in the world ~I want the song Lucky to mean everything to me ~I want her to be perfect, because every flaw makes her the more perfect ~I want us to not care about life's shit and just be happy ~I want us to be happy in general and live happily ever after ~and i want her to be my high school love
i never expect all of this from one person- this is a life time of dreams
I think i have a lot of Bad Karma i'm like Santa Claus of Bad Karma I have so much- And i hate myself for it nothing good ever happens just shit and more shit i have a poo poo plater One Good Karma will cancel out a Bad Karma Right? well i need to do so much Good >> I wish there was a way where i can be forgiven and maybe for once good will happen instead of Bad Luck it's like Flipping the Lugia Coin... It's Always Tails-
Is Karma real or is just a figment of the imagination a way of thinking If you don't believe in Bad Karma then theres no such thing right? well if i try to not believe in karma will good things happen or will it just stay Neutral
The worst way to be tortured is to have everything you don't want and have everything you do want just an inch to far to reach to see it but not to be able to touch it Fuck Life-
I wish there would be a happy ending for once... wishes dont come true
Add On: How to get rid of Bad Karma-
One Guy said: You get good Karma by being good. Generous, Kind, Polite, Humble, are some of the qualities to good Karma.
2nd Guy Said: stop disrepecting animals by eating them, start respecting mother nature, be kind and show love to everyone, and be humble. always accept ppls views on life. never dicriminate.do all these things and the force of karma will reward you greatly.
3rd guy said: There is no such thing as good/bad in karma. Karma just is. The best description i can give without a ton of over the top rhetoric is the Laws of Nature-cause and effect. You do (a), (b) is gonna happen. You do (c), (d) is gonna happen. You don't "get rid of it" like a rash. You look to your idea that you are suffering. Is it true?
4th guy said: karma is your contribution to the world you live in. if you are basicaly a nice person and you truly believe your self to be so! then you will be surounded by it. bad karma isnt a rabid dog to attack you. its just some poor unfortunate souls personal burdon. it just seems so much louder than good karma. ha ha ...does to me any way.
5ht guy said: Hello. Stop wanting good Karma and it will come to you. You are stuck with the psychological mind of what Karma is.... Karma is beyond the mind. Try to feel and be present wherever you are.... and will will always have good Karma.
6th guy said: With good actions bad karma is "burned" away. By learning lessons and advancing in your thinking (enlightenment, not intellectually) you can eliminate bad karma
kekeke! it's so nice to keep finding nice things in one song it's like i memorized the words but i never realize how sweet certain words are until i pay attention
Like yesterday i found this: "let the music fill the air let me put a flower in your ear" i think that was a cute verse
and today "every time we say goodbye i wish we had one more kiss"
"I'll wait for you i'll promise you i will"
oh fuck this song is just so "mmazing?" Jiwon kekeke
Lucky-Jason Mraz Lyrics:
(Jason) Do you hear me, I’m talking to you Across the water across the deep blue ocean Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying
(Colbie) Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard
(Both) I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Ooohh, ooooh, oooh, oooh, Oooh ooh ooh ooh
(Both) They don’t know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will
(Both) I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we’re in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday
(Jason) And so I’m sailing through the sea To an island where we’ll meet You’ll hear the music fill the air I’ll put a flower in your hair
(Colbie) Though the breezes through trees Move so pretty you’re all I see As the world keeps spinning round You hold me right here right now
(Both) I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again I’m lucky we’re in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday
hehehe everything is so sweet i bolded my favorite lines :D
Such a great song ^^
I got my haircut today and i got it from Will again he's a really great stylist he said he's going to cut my hair once a month :D and he's in Phase 2 ^^ I saw Phillip and Robert go to get their haircuts too Phillip has a crazy Peacock cut ^^
Ryan Oscar Jared Ceasar Pera and Jojo were at tysons with me too it was interesting lol they did nothing but be idiots and it brought back old memories i kind of miss that, haha Ryan stole me a shirt, socks and a Jacket keke no karma points vyanh ^^
After that i had a lonely bus ride to Vincent's and i called him but noone answered so i walked all the way to safeway hoping to see Renee but no Renee :[ so i called Vincent again and he said come over now so i walked back, and it was lonely and cold :[
I got there and did a bunch of pokemon shit with Jason made a new deck ESPEON~MY BABY ^^ and then everyone came over to "Rave" hahaha
that was fun at least i thought it was i wish i could have helped Vyanh and Tiff more :[ i think i make things to complicated when teaching because i have photographic memory and i remember things with symbols so when i see something it symbolizes what to do in raving and rubiks cube and life lol
like i needed to remind myself to tell my mom to get me a doctors appointment at 10ish so i thought of doctor and Frankie who's in my 3rd period and when i got to 3rd and saw Frankie i said AH DOCTOR lol i'm silly ^^
I think the best part of the night was to lay on the roof and just lay there with everyone around to cuddle for warmth Tom Tina Vyanh and I were buddy-less :[ lmao its alright thought kee
It's as if everyday gets more and more interesting- so a few days ago i wanted to move and i could- And i wanted to move because i hate being here with bboy around me at the time i couldn't take it!!! i hated to see it but not be part of it it made me so envious of how shitty my shoulder is!! but i soon realized how much i would miss everyone, How horrible it would be to not be around them... When i was at the verge of moving i realized how shitty it would be without them I was excited to leave, to make new friends to start a new- but is it really worth it? nope :) I rather sit on the roof with everybody for the next few months then switch schools i promised my Biff that on graduation day i would tell her: "High School is over! :D" yes i'm going to say Smiley Face ahh that day will soon be here~ I wish we could sit on the roof all night and watch the stars maybe a shooting star will come and we could wish for one more shooting star ^^
Boo Hoo March 5th i'm getting surgery on my shoulder AGAIN! ughh life sucks :[ which means on my birthday i'm going to be in a sling again :P and i'm going to be out of it for awhile ughhh One month and i get surgery it approaches quickly-
Mister why did you spill 2 different types of cereal in my bowl! i put Lucky Charms in there already why did you add Fruity pebbles into the mix! You can't have a chex mix in cereal it's against the rules~ mister you are a bitch and make me want fruity pebbles and want to pick out the lucky charms but then again lucky charms are so delicious! ohhh what to do
UPDATE~ So as i thought then night was ending but i decided to go out again! lol and it was so worth it ^^ I walked back to Vincent's house and it was a long lonely walk but Mr.iPod was there for me :D
I changed my Blog Title because as i walked to Vincent's house i Sang as i walked there (which was super fun) i danced as i walked there (sounds weird but i did it lol) and yesterday i had stolen things (well Ryan stole for me :D) so it was the perfect title of the day keee
So as i walked i came to this dark area D: and the trees were hovering above me and it was so scary (my number 1 fear is shit coming out of trees) so i got scareeed D: and called Tiff lol and at one point when i was singing Your Beautiful by James Blount i passed this house and thought i saw someone move in the backyard so i ran away D: lol my walks are funny then i was close now and i was walking past this fence and i stopped and i looked at my Shadow and it looked cool i was like posed so perfectly but not enough light to take a picture :[
So i finally arrived at Vincent's house and i sat there with Tiff and watched some movie then David kicked me off and i just played ipod games with Vyanh she owns at Mancala :D then we just layed there watching the movie waiting for something exciting to happen and that excitement was Tom! he came back with the car he stole from his mom lmao she kept calling him to return it and come home for work the next day but that crazy son of a bitch decided to go to ihop and pick up Anna lol he took Vyanh Tiff and I with him so us 5 had a nice meal at Ihop On our way home it was great, it snowed the snow fell slowly and elegantly on to the street but then ran over by cars D: but the snow that landed on the sidewalk was pretty ^^ first snow that snuck to the ground this year happy snow everybody~ We dropped off everybody and Tom took me home i went in and dropped dead in my bed and finally the day was over- "On the Roof of Vincent's house" taken by Vyanh :p sorry Tiff D:
Everyday is always better with a nice cool sip of Orangeade it's exactly what i need on a cloudy day
*Today* Happy Chinese New Years everybody At school today was the Festival thingyy and we sold stuff made over 300 dollars but had to pay back a lot of people so we broke again D:! kekeke
After that we went to Samanthas house and did nothing- Absolutely nothing productive
THEN we went to Reggie's house HAPPY BIRTHDAY REGGIE !!!!!! i doubt you read my blog but whatever (: We did so much there and that was funn Halo Pokemon Food Cards (13 and uno) ABDC And just hanging out with everybody ^^ it's been so long ahh!
To Have the biggest crush ever- to have a crush that started MONTHS ago ah i'm going insane- i miss you during the day i just want to talk to you and see you but blehhh Before i use to think, No girl can be perfect because there was no such thing but hmm i just can't find a flaw in you im so corny XD but who gives a damn maybe it's that your flaw is just another thing that makes you the more perfect even if you like someone else for now i just want to be close to you~ your my Orangeade of the day~
Hey My Name is Jansen, i'll start off my saying that i'm not gorgeous, i'm not multi-talented & i'm not perfect. I'm just a guy who loves to be funny, who wants to be your best friend, who wants to share his interest with you, who likes being out of the ordinary. I guess if you were to see me across the room I would be some pretty lame dude, but hopefully you come up to me and say hi because that's the only way you'll see my true colors. I'm just one really exciting book.
