The Coming of Age

It's seems like the coming of age
an era for change
but it just doesn't feel right-
but at the same time it feels right-
Maybe i should follow up on what Amy said
if she sees me better
maybe i should act better more often,
a lot of people see me as just a foolish fool?
but when i'm serious and upset i can be Atticus? (f***ing Tiff)
Maybe i should be more serious more often?
more mature,
but then it wouldn't be fun
and i only act the way i do, to lighten up the room and keep everyone happy
I must be a full time actor...
But idk if i want to be like this, to act silly
Silly is what people see me as
and it would be sad for me to be normal
like everyone else,
I don't want to be dull
but i don't want to seem like a fool to everyone
sigh idk, oh Amy what should i do...

So i'm being removed from the gym for the rest of 3rd quarter
i'm going to be in the EW library
darn you Ms.Woodson

Everyone been so down lately
from this to that
it's like everyone is dropping tears
i really can't wait for this whole thing to end
and hopefully everything will be...better?

Aren't you so proud of me,
i watched Oscar Jared and Jason break today
but i didn't join it
oh i wanted too
so badly
i wanted to try windmills
but i didn't >>
sighhh

Time to put away the pokemon cards
Time to put the dancers shoes in the display cabinet
Time to hang the bboy Jacket
Time to hopefully be a better person

i love when someone cares to much
i think its cute <4
i love poking Jiwon
i like her sqwirm and screech
it's adorable <4

i wish i wish with all my heart that one day
i can do a backflip on to my head like Ryanmay ^^
(1:44 best part)


So i had this crazy dream
it was telling me so many weird things
the question was why i get crazy hair cuts
and the ultimate answer my dream told me was for chicks?
but then it made me think why go though so much hard work >>
it made me kinda miss my old hair :[ simple and easy to take care of
i think this is going to be my last crazy haircut
and plus i dont need chicks ^^