yet again it's happened again..
My shoulder popped out.
Today must be my number one worst day ever...First i come to conclusion that we will never be together. Then i live a upsetting and depressing day. Oh then i dislocate my shoulder, life is a bitch. Thanks everybody for helping me in my time of need, especially Vincent, Trang, Elizabeth, Victor Jim and Ashly. Thanks for sticking around when you didn't need to. You guys are the best. I think at situations like this, the only person that can keep me from bursting out in pain and making me Ironman is that fact that i keep myself alive. Saying stupid jokes and making everybody laugh. I guess to hear everyone's laughter is my IV fluid. So I dislocated my shoulder after school... At school my pain wasn't really the shoulder, i just had to take a huge crap XD. My mom picked me up and took me to the hospital. In the hospital, I was reconized lol. And i already knew the routine...
I think i'm super awesome because i took a crap at the hospital. WITH A DISLOCATED SHOULDER-damn i'm amazing. Getting the toilet paper was the hardest part it just rolled all over the floor, i couldn't catch it lol. So the most painful part was when they gave me my X-Ray they made me stand in the most uncomfortable postions and the guy didn't know how to put me back on my bed. So painful...not even Ironman can take that-
So i was talking to every doctor there about Scrubs lol. I meet this one guy who looked like Keith hahaha i told him and he said yeah but i'm obviously so much cooler. I'm like heck yes lol. So when this lady dropped my arm and i screeched in pain, Cooler Keith helped me and i thanked him. I told me Doctor to bring in JD and Turk and she said okay when you wake up they might be here and then they tried to put me to sleep. it Failed- so i witnessed the whole performence of them operating on my arm. it was so painful... They tied a weight on my arm that was dislocated, flipped me over to where i was laying on my tummy and they tried to use the weight to pull my shoulder back together. They were suprised because i didn't know their was a weight and i pulled it all the way up lol. Oh FLIPPING ME TO LAY ON MY TUMMY was so painful, The whole time i was really drowsy and i'm like telling the doctors how i'm Ironman and how the Dark knight wasn't that great, While they were operating on me i was talking about super heroes then they got it in. and i passed out. Another funny part is when they were trying to wait for me to fall asleep there were like 10 doctors in my room staring at me, I said outloud "Hey Docs, you know what would be awesome. If all of you started to sing!" they all smiled and laughed and asked what song. i said Love Story by Taylor Swift :D but they didn't know it lol. So i woke up an hour later and went home.
I feel that my hospital trip today was fun.
having this shoulder problem is like a cap on lifes oppertunities.
I'm Limited-
I feel like shit and i want to die.
To know that i can never reach full potential
it drives me crazy
this when i declare life sucks
and this obstacle is one that i can never overcome
because this problem will never fade away
only get worst...
I wish someone could understand this feeling that i have~
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