My Broken Window is feeding you Corn Flakes

I don't know how to start this blog
except by stating that i don't know how to start the blog
I have good and bad things to say in this blog lol
let's go from bad to good and alternate like that...

So i'm starting to see so much bad in people
And i hate it
like "How To Kill A Mockingbird"
i wish i could be Boo Radley and not see any of this
How the fact everybody only cares about themselves
about saving your own ass.
But then i also think, that only applies to the normal people in life
What about the good people? the ones who do care!
who want to make things better
is it pointless because everyone is hardheaded!
sometimes i think it's the effort that counts,
I ask my friends were all falling apart and everything seems to be going wrong
and everyone seems to be having problems with one another or with themselves
why doesn't anyone try to help one another
the answer is that help from someone else can only stretch so far
why can't we all be like Gumby and stretch our arms around the world
Karma if you help someone they will help you back?
Why can't i try my best to help everyone around me,
sometimes when something is coming and theirs nothing you can do about it
a friend can only comfort
and all i can hope is that you'll feel better over time

So at Tysons today
I went and got a Arctic Rush at Dairy Queen
and i asked the guy
"Is this the best Arctic Rush you've ever made in your whole Dairy Queen Career?"
He nodded his head yet
"i said it better be! thanks" walked away
it was the best Arctic Rush ever XD

Sometimes you read someone's blog
and your put into fault
like you know you did something wrong
and they basically put it out there
sure makes you feel like crap.
At other times they write something
and you feel so connected to their words
and if their words of sorrow
and pain
i want to stretch my arm over to them
When i read your writing
it's like...
That very instance of me reading it, your telling me how you feel but you don't know who i am.
your telling a stranger.
But when i do connect
it's like your telling me and we connect like 2 Gameboy colors playing Pokemon.
It's a spark to signal me that we should talk this through...
even if you probably don't like me very much

I think i did well on my Mid-Terms
i'm getting my haircut soon
and i found a new laptop i want woot :D

Grudge~
My Grudge Book is horrible
contains all the hatred i have
and bull shit...
stuff i won't let go
and they could be even for the stupidest reason
Like the people who know what i'm talking about,
You lied to me that one night
you lied to me so i wouldn't feel bad that i wasn't invited
But did it ever occur it hurt more finding out you were lied to then knowing the truth
By lying it made everyone else feel bad for lying
Also if you knew me well enough, then you would know i would have been okay if i was told not to go...
but worst of all it's in my grudge book
and it will never come out


Never say this again "Let them deal with their own problems" that pissed me off, nothing against you. i know what you've been going through...If only we really could help each other more. If everybody just cared enough-