KA DA!

i are very pissed...
Still noone has bought my Wii
I always get so close
I have to get past a few problems once they email me
First - They only want the games
Second - They don't want it once they know it's modded
Once i get someone who is okay with it
we try to pick a place and time to meet up with each other
and then they quit out on me at the very end ...
People Suck

I just want my laptop D:

Life is becoming a torture
it's as if everyone around me is sad?
Everyone seems to hate the time
I'm in a love hate situation
I love and like certain things
On the other hand i hate it
I wish everything was as easy as a movie
where at the end everything turns out good for the main character
well they usually turn out good
i only say i'm the main character because it's my prespective and i'm narrating in first person
Maybe i'm only at the Falling Action
I remember the Climax; What a Climax it was :D
I hope there is a good Resolution!

I find that there is nothing to look forward too
I go to school, And i watch life go by ;[
I miss Winter Break no
Summer Break
But Summer is only a few months away
Every Month seems to be getting closer to a happy time
or is it the count down to everything ending
All the Seniors will be gone
Then new Freshmen arrive
Summer is 3 months of fun
then school starts
and blah

I kind of wish i had love
right now would be the prefect time
Nothing to look forward to
i want someone to make my day super
and filled with excitement
i want something like this:

To have a plan on when to see each other in the hallways
BUT then me or she never shows up
and the other worries
then in the next class all me or she does is check their phone waiting for a explanation
and when the screen lights up and gives your leg a little jolt of vibration
you slide/flip/tuoch open your phone and it says "sorry baby i had to stay late to take a test"
your like yay and you feel all happy again
but this happy is better then seeing them in the hallways!
because you were kind of sad you didn't see them! and me or she made them feel better when they were a little sad and everything is all happy again :)

I want to watch a movie with her
and she knows my real focus is just her
my mind says screw the movie
i make a few moves like the YAWNing trick
and through the movie she knows that i'm just waiting for it to end
so then we can just have our time together

I want to hold her hand in the hallways
in the mall
in the street
in the world

I want my best guy friends to be envious of her
and i can laugh at them if their dicks
and smile when they tell me things
and punch them in the face when they say they check her out lol

I want to be able to smell their aroma
and miss it...

damn it i'm becoming such a chick lol
someone to make me more man :)

Love... rawr